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Saturday, October 20, 2007

Am I An Awful Person??? - Pt1

Had a really tough day had a big event today when tried to get involved I was told to fuck off that no one cares what I have to say say, that everyone hates me, that no one one wants me around,things on these lines

I so did not need this when really struggling with my health and not slept at all well and when already struggling with depresion

but thinking about it they could be right, maybe no one likes me but just afraid to say it to me face. God if this is true then I must be an awful person

I cant take this right now

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You are not an awful person. You just have a lot the deal with now. Please don't let anyone make you feel worse. Say a pray and then about taking care of yourself. Do something special for you. Some people have to much to say & don't think about others' feelings. Take Care love lucille

joeymom
hey lil sis did u think maybe it is there insecurities ,hun maybe they just dont understand ure own personal struggles,U know ure not an awful person and u have the unconditional love of those who really care for u too prove that matey ...... ,
luv u lil sis take care keep strong u know where to find me

luv u xxoo

C4O
Hey there lil sis its you other sis here too! hugs you tight hun! and a big sloppy kiss from Eddie too!

mumofthree
i like you that was a mean thing they did dont let them get to you

angelrv61
OMG - to have said that to you like that must have meant they have BIG problems of their own.....I am sure you are not perfect but you are very lovable and none of us is perfect - least of all this horrid person who was so dreadful to you....gentle warm hugs to you.....Cathrynn XX

Cathrynn
hey hun ithink your a fantastic person im here for you always. there alot of people on hey that love you so much my friend.x.xx.x

FallenAngel76
the problem is not you

brianswife
It's so not you. It's them. You got shitty co-workers. I'd tell you to take it up with your boss bu tit seems they're mistreating you too. I guess the solution would be to get a new job. But that's hard to do I imagine. Do this; stick to this job for a while and be on the lookout for new a new job.

SevenMarx
take the comments from where they came. probably just someone or a few trying to upset you. whenever, somewhere new, the easiest way to figure out who is who is to hang near the hardest workers and avoid everyone else until a few months have gone by and you really know who is who. lazy people never last anywhere and lazy people are generally trouble makers and malicious gossips. idle hands are hands of the devil. work is generally a cure-all. if one job doesn't seem to be a cure, then two jobs may be the answer. all activities can be considered jobs, though the paid jobs are sometimes best because of money:) people who work a lot generally do not talk a lot.

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