Journal Entry for May 6, 2007
It was a beautiful day yesterday so I worked outside most of the day. Got a nice sunburn. Hard physical work is one of my best "cures" for anxiety, …

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Married to a wonderful, understanding woman.
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It was a beautiful day yesterday so I worked outside most of the day. Got a nice sunburn. Hard physical work is one of my best "cures" for anxiety, …
Stress of waiting for court is getting rough. NOthing I can do to influence outcome at this time. Frustrating. So much hinging on result. Do I get …
Having a little trouble staying calm. Feeling anxiety over what may happen to me in court. Jail? Lose job? lose Home? May 29 is the day. May be a …
Job is going well so far. Big relief. Would hate to be doing this without a job. I'm thinking that I may get some jail time as a "shock treatment". …
Ain't nothin shakin but the leaves on the trees (Jerry Lee Lewis). Sometime by May 29 I should have the DA's offer for settling charges. Hope he's …
I would like to tell you a little bit about me, ok. I worked for the city of San Diego, Calif. for 20 years in parks & recreation...then I wanted to move to were I was born, In Kansas. I got a job working for the city of Leawood, Ks. for about 2 years in parks & recreation. Then my bipolar condition became so bad I had to quit. I've been on diabilty since then...for nearly 10 years. Now I'm looking for part time employment in a less stresed job. I just hope I can do it. Right now I'm manic and have been so for 12 days now. I've been channeling myself into making new friends on DS. I've made 134 new friends in the last 12 days...WHEW!!! Being manic right now, it seems that I can't stop making new friends. I like doing this to fight off my lonliness and depression. I'll tell you a bit more about me later, ok. Clarence ps I live in Marysville, Ks.
Hello. My name is Clarence. I suffer from anxiety, I'm also bipolar. I would like to be your friend. Thank you!!! Clarence
You haven't posted in a while. I hope everything is okay for you. I worry about my friends...luv ya
Good morning to you. Hope you are doing fine.HUGS HUGS TO YOU.. OH the purple car pic. is my dream car. FRIENDS LYDIA WOLFLADY
Here are some flowers to brighten up your day. Hope they help. I like flowers and I just got done planting some of these in my new flower garden. Hope you like them to. I am just sitting here drinking coffee and thinking of you. Friends Lydia wolflady 6/8/07 6:10am hugs and smiles
I have GAD and OCD, plus some Depression and anger management issues. Currently use 50mg zoloft and counseling. Decided I was doing so well that I no longer needed medication and stopped abruptly. WRONG!. Compensated with Alcohol and ended up in trouble. Working my way back now. VEry sensitive to meds. Minimal dose of Ativan knocked me down fo 24 hours.
I have functioned pretty well most of my life, but made a big mistake combining alcohol with meds and had a psychotic episode that got me in a lot of trouble. I have anger management issues, along with anxiety, some depression, some compulsive disorder, and perhaps bi-polar.
Struggling with depression, anxiety, obssessive, and perhaps bipolar. Dropped meds suddenly and added los of alcohol. Got in a lot of legal trouble. Working my way out.
Drank for years, mostly socially, but abouta 3 times a year I drank to black out. Then I started drinkning larger amounts more often and having some embarrassing nights, which graduated to very serious trouble causing nights, to finally got so in trouble that I had to face facts. Joined AA and did Alcool Abuse Counseling. Staying clean one day at a time.
I have GAD and the type of Bipolar where I don't have high's, just normal or depressive. Taking Zoloft for GAD and recently started Lamictal for BP. Hope to get meds and therapy to control both without out getting dopey.
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