I am in the middle of a fight at …
I am in the middle of a fight at the moment with myself. Its hell, it hurts, its causing arguments with …
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Hi everyone
Its been a while since I last wrote. I have now completed my first year of my degree. Everything had to be in college for the examiner to mark so I have been busy doing that. As for everything else...........I am doing ok. Its a week today that my holiday begins and I am not doing too bad. I have moments of anxiety but I am hanging in there. I a really looking forward to it when I have anxiety free moments and they are becoming longer and longer. I have to remember to breathe and to not give anxiety any thought and if it does appear I have to ignore it and allow the feelings. Sis you are helping me more than you know so thank you for that and everyone of my freinds here on DS please keep me in your thoughts in the coming week. I am staying focused and being positive. I am really looking forward to Vegas as are the kids. Mark is looking forward to San Francisco and Tombstone (His favourite film ever). Kids are excited...........Mark is excited and SO AM I!!!!!!. lol. I know it will be great and its a holiday of a lifetime.
I can't believe how quick its come around to the holiday. It only seems a short time ago that I signed up to DS for help and here I am packing my cases and playing the anticipation game. lol. Oli I may just call on your for a brew if your not working all hours....lol.
Other than that everything else pales in comparrison. I will get to reply to all your messages and hugs at some point in the next couple of days please don't think that I am ignoring them but I have to channel my thoughts to myself at times.
I am going to try to put a journal entry on every day for the next 7 days and I would like you all to be with me on this.
I love each and every one of you on DS and throughout the past 9 months I have always hugged you and told al of you to stay strong. Now its my turn to tell myself to do just that.
G x x x x
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Sis......thank you for telling me how much I've helped you, it means more to me than you know, and you have done just as much for me, I hope you know that.. I can't believe it's almost here, time sure does fly by, doesn't it? I am soooooooooooo proud of how far you've come and how strong you are... stay positive and excited ! You all are going to have so much fun, it's going to be a great holiday! I'll be with you everyday until it gets here, and then I can't wait until we'll be able to talk when you're here...sending positive vibes your way... I love you sis.. xxxxxxxxxxxx
lacrossemom
Looking forward to your call. It would be great to see each other for a couple of hours one evening.
DistantOrbit
You will have a wonderful time. You are going at a great time too with the pound being stronger than the dollar and all the great clothing sales going on here.
LL
littlelion