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hey there people its me phyllis iam preey much happy cause i know now how he realy feel about me i am not the one any more so i aqm going to start loooking for someone newwhos going to love me and just meand no disrespect in the new relationship i get ini know what i want out of a man and its not what i got now hes a want to be play boy and aint got no job he always saying what is going but never do it he say this bitch is his famly but its his son aunt calling and he told me that he liked her so it brother me but he say its nothing so i let it go but i know in my heart that if i find some one new i am going for it with out a though i want to be happy but knowing what i know iam realy happy cause i can move on with my life and dont feel bad when i got to do what i got to do i just hope when i do it he wont give me any promble caus ei dont need it i justr want him to be a man and just move on with hhis life so i can do the same i dream of the things i would do with him gone i think back of how i use to be and i want that back like my space and cleaning my house the way i want and not have him laying around not doing shit i cant clean with people in my way and hes nastyi clean he well fuck up so i dont like him being here any more i think iam just done with him and i want a way out and i want it soon i hope he get a job son that will be my way out he ill have money to pay whoever rent and go and it will just be mee and my daughter just pray for me and let it happen i say i cant take care of my daughter with out him thats bullshit i can do what ever i put my mind to and iam going to stop putting my self down i know i look good not the preeiest girl but i am not the ugliest one either and hes not going to make me feel likeiam i hope he goes to his family outing so that will give some me time and i can do what i want to do i dont look at him as a father fiuger any more but my daughter loves him so i got to let her learn on her own she will see him for who he is and she will i try not to say what i feel about him in front of her but sometimes it comes out and i know its not right and i tell her that its my feeling and she has her own and she has to keep her own and love who shes going to love cause he loves her but he dont love me any more and i just want him to come out and say it i can live with that iam not going to die iam just going to move on cause my love is dying fast i want somthing new i hope i find someone soon
phyllis
