I'd like to mention that it has not all been bad. I've learned a lot about myself in this painful journey. Positive thing that I've learned is that I can be a very supportive, and loyal person to a loved one. The not so positive is that I have little patience for those who are not developmentally on par with me something that I'm working on. For some reason I have patience with infants, children and adolescents, but somehow I do not have the same patience with the adult world (only in a therapuetic situation. I expect adults to know better. After all most adults that I now do no better. No they are not perfect. They are human beings.
Today, I feel such a sense of internal peace. It's only by being at peace with myself can I finally see that love is not enough to keep people together.
Carm416
That trait doesn't make you bad, another way of looking at it is that people who take things slower quite frankly bore you...you seem to need a lot of intellectual stimulation!
BEWITCHED
Dear Bewitched,
Thank you for your support.
Carm416
Hi... I haven't messaged you in awhile. i'm glad you've learned so much about yourself in your journey... just keep it up. It's ok to loose patience... just pick yourself up and keep going. Don't let something like that get you down
MandyG
So glad to hear that you are feeling some internal peace. That is a good step in the healing process. Hugs to you!
amanda28sw