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i dont know why i bother asking for help.. everyones worse off that me.. i have no right to be sad...i cant help anyone... why should i expect anyone to help me.. when i sleep i dream and when i dream i can hear screaming... i can feel so much suffering and pain. i tear up the sheets everynight... my days are meaningless.. drifitng alone like trash in the waves.. i will never feel safe. i will never be worth more than the crap i consume and waste. im no better off dead than alive... my presance is meaningless... my excistance pitiful.. i know so much.. yet no one listens..i create. its descarded...i love. and its used against me like a chemical bomb... i care. and its ignored...
i dont think i can get out ofbed anymore..i am nothing more than a piece of white trash floating and bobbing in the waves
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That's not true!! Your existence is not meaningless and you are not trash; you're just in a rut, and you need something to be a pick-me-up! Just try and find pleasure in the smallest, tiny, minute thing you can... even if it's a cat or another sort of pet (mine is a cat). Good luck to you.
ledi
Have you thought of talking to a counselor. It helps.
I would know because it helped me. They even let you play with playdough sometimes. :)
NanaO
Oh come ON! Sure there are people worse off than you, but that does NOT mean you don't have a right to your feelings. And if you feel about as you describe I think you are pretty bad off! Sure you can help someone. Just pick someone's journal and try to find something nice to say. People REALLY appreciate that you know. And I am still here and i am still listening.
beiceth