Shocked, Sad, Angry, so many feelings
Well, I am confused. I am going through so much. I would have never expected this from the man I married - I mean …
that sexual abuse is fucking everywhere.. i cant escape it or help anyone else... i had the best day today... i felt great.. then i come here and read about people who i cant help
no im angry...so deeply angry... i have met 2 pedofiles.. and couldnt do anything..
imtraining to be life guard.. to help people... but i feel so helpless and usless...
Well, I am confused. I am going through so much. I would have never expected this from the man I married - I mean …
...., Writing and bitching about everything isnt going to make it better...so why do I still write? I suppose …
we sing the songs of the broken hearted, don't ask me why i felt compelled to write that it just seemed …
its hard to aknowledge that you cant help everyone. i have to deal with it daily. sometimes i read their entries because its all i can do...at least i know and can send them good thoughts...
nowadays everyone i see, i watch with suspiscion. its always in the back of my mind that they might be one of the monsters that live among us...but then i think...i dont know, i cant know.
could you tell me about the paedophiles that you have met? why couldnt you do anything?
you are not helpless...and you are far from useless ok? (insert nod of agreement here) training to be a lifeguard is an amazing thing to do. helping someone, even if its not someone in your situation, mkes the world a better place in a small way. and coming on here and talking to people helps them so much. i should know, you've helped me
DeathByDegrees
The only advice I can give you is just show people you care sometimes that goes along way.
jaimer22