gabie's Journal

              LOVE : AND THE CONAQENCES

                There is a guy that i  exstreamly love and am sexualy attracted

to and i have feeling for that are exstreamly insucer about     and i  sore to my self that i would'nt tell him but i did any way. His name is DUSTIN TURNER he is the music diractor at our church.AND anyway   first i told him that i love him and that he is  the love of my life and for christmas i gave him not just my entire life but  also my heart and soul  and spirit forever as long as we both shall  live on this earth.AND so now  i'm going to let him know that he makes me exstrealy happy  to be around him  and yes i know 

that with love comes conaqences  that is what happened  with me and  jeff

when it comes to love and loving men i  seam to do exstreamly bad at it and i  dont unerstand why it has to be that way.  WHY is love so increabley

exstreamly  heart breaking and diffacult to  expirence  why do people

have to suffer because of love. AND THE REASON I CHOSE THIS TOPIC IS BECAUSE  WITH ME  BEING A CHRISTAIN PSYCHOLOGIST\ SOCILOGLIST

AND since  god is love  is why i want to get  deeper than just that but i know thats inpossable. YOU cant out do god there is no way. so if yall have any 

suggeions please  send them to me. i'm exstreamy sorry that  my jornail entry is  exstreamly long  today i just  wanted some advise  on what and why  god wants me to face  and suffer  the conaqences of  love that one 

brused me  for the rest of my entire pitaful hell bound life that will seek to suck  forever and moe than all eturnaity. why is love have to be 

ecrunally  painful and evil you cant have love and hate mixed togather

love   is exstreamly stroner than ever cause god is my strength

god's love will proveil on this world  on the day of his reravil.

but to me it wont  but i know that it will  if god helps me see it inside of me.

so will yall help me. thank you.

                             merry christmas 

                                                          &

                                                               happy new years

                                              EVERYONE