allie26's Journal

I have been thinking about what to do about trying for baby number two and I'm going to wait for just a little longer I don't know what is going on with me I'm all over the place I can remember when I was pregnant with Adrianna I didn't want any more kids and planned on having my tubes tied before I left the hospital and at the last second and I do mean the last second I changed my mind I was is the OR during my C- section and told my doctor I would wait now all I can think about is having more babies I love Adrianna so much I love being a mother and I want more babies to love on Adri is growing so fast and I never thought that time would fly like this so I don't know if seeing my little tinker doodle grow so fast is what is making me want another so fast or not but I can remember telling my husband after we were home that if we had a second that Adri would be four almost five and here I am talking about having another and my baby has not had her first birthday yet and that is part of the reason why I'm going to wait I want Adri to have me all to her self  for a little longer and I would like to get her potty trained first and then start trying for baby two all of my daycare kids are trained by two and I start them around 15 to 18 months so that is what I'm going to do I really had to think about it because I was so sick when I was pregnant with Adrianna and what if that happened again there were times when all I could do was sleep I was so sick  and if I was to get pregnant right now the new baby would be born right after Adri's first birthday and she would be walking and getting into everything right at the end of my pregnancy I would be eight to nine months pregnant chasing a toddler so my baby dreams are put on hold at least until the Dec. of next year and I'm okay with that