Journal Entry for June 11, 2007
June 11, 2007 3:20am
I HAVE HAD A GREAT DAY!!!!!! I have achieved quite alot off my list of things i need to do before i go on holiday which is on Thursday!! I can't …
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About Me
hi im 19yo nursing student who lives with her parents. i struggle with my weight 24/7 I want to loose heaps of weight soo bad. For the last 2years ive been bulimic and before that anorexic tendencies. I have recovered from borderline personality disorder and have also got ocpd- obsessive compulsive personality disorder and chronic ptsd. Shit im a walking DSM lol
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loosing weight i want to be as thin as i can be.... i love nursing thats one of the only things that keeps me in this world. I feel so angry at myself i do all this exercising and then i eat so i have to get rid of it, i know its a bloody cycle
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Journal Entry for June 10, 2007
June 10, 2007 12:41am
Ive been quite busy lately. I have been trying to mark off things to do on MY LIST before I go away for a week to Auckland to visit a friend who is a …
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Journal Entry for June 6, 2007
June 6, 2007 7:54am
Today being Wednesday had been the day from hell!!
I was studying in the tech library for my anatomy and physiology exam that is on friday, and my …
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Journal Entry for June 3, 2007
June 3, 2007 12:37am
Just been spending my time studying. Well trying to study. In a bad patch of depression. Can't seem to motivate myself to do anything …
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Journal Entry for May 29, 2007
May 29, 2007 11:32pm
Im quite excited about tonight. I am a Guide Leader for 30 girls and I have planned what I call a fun night. I have made my own version of the game …
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Don't be so compulsive about your weight...you are a cutie and plenty of blokes will agree with me. Nice to have a real handful to hold onto. Keep your chin up, go with the flow. Hugs...Gene
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i've been posting on your hypomania discussions it nice to see some of that on the board. 99.9% manic myself so the depression stuff is boring to me. maybe we can talk.
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hello - im back, sending you a hug! Message also to follow -tooo big for a hug!!Prepare..DD..X
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lo hon yr exactly same as me -I need to get back to you..can answer/identify with lots -i cant at the mo..really bad day..can i add u to my friends n chat later?
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Thanks for continuing to check on me eventhough I haven't been on in a while. I don't know if you get on here anymore, but either way I hope all's well for you. Take care!!!
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Close Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaTreatments
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- well it worked for awhile then it bloody stopped so changed
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- been having this for ages, i have alot of skills from it but meds have to be used as well
- Hospitalization Not Working
- it made things worse, made my ptsd worse, made my eds worse
- Effexor Working / Worked
- just don't go off it without drs advice its fucken awful
- MAOIs Somewhat Helpful
- it worked until i got too used to it
- Detox Not Working
- well i just had a place to do self harm basically. The things physically i see now from rehab is scars and memories of how i got them and also my weight gain
- Celexa Not Working
- i had a reaction to it
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- had to be taken off it due to age
Close Bipolar Disorder
I have been diagnosed with BP II 2 weeks ago, and it scares me alot, i feel so mixed up, like im 2 people
Treatments
- Celexa Not Working
- It made me nauseous
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- I used it when dealing with borderline personality disorder, to which i have won the battle
- Lamictal Too Soon to Tell
- I have just started it and am worried about weight gain
- Risperdal Working / Worked
- But i went off it due to weight gain
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- It helps me with anxiety, and helps me to sleep, don't like how sedated it makes me
- Topamax Considering
- I want to try it as it helps to loose weight too, but don't think they believe in it in new zealand as a treatment for bipolar
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