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Thursday, May 8, 2008 | A Tragic story

I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHY THS IS HAPPEN TO ME I WANT TO DIE I HAVE GAINED SO MUCH WEIGHT AND I HATE IT AND MY IBS SO BAD BLOATED MAKES IT ALLL WORSE I FEEL LIKE DIEING I WANT TO BE THIN I WISH I WAS 4 STONE AGAIN

THATS WHEN AM HAPPY MANY BE OTHER ARE NOT BUT I AM COS I HAVE FLAT TUMMY

AM SO SCARED ALL CLOTHES DONT FIT AM LOSEING FAMILY TO COS MUM HAS ALHIMERS AND DAD JUST NOT THERE FOR ME SAYS ABOUT TIME YOU GAINED WELL IF THERE IS SIZE 4 CLOTHES THEN I CAN FIT IN THEM I HAVE TO I WAS SIZE 4 AM GOING TO BE AGAIN

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I UNDERSTAND ALL SO WELL. I AM HERE IF Y OU NEED ME. XXX JILL

JillBT5
No you don't want to go back there. Think of all the horrible things you tell me about it. Ana is not the best way to get attention and love. It will not make your IBS go away either. You need to be good to yourself. Here if you need me. Love you. x

KayBeth
Going back to anorexia will only make the IBS worse. Get a grip, honey...you need health, and being a low, low weight won't make things better in any area of your life. Just know I'm thinking of you and hoping you'll find a glimmer of hope soon! XoOXx

Slimpics
Being that thin wont solve your problems and make you happy. I know you are stronger than this sweetie, keep that head held high and keep telling yourself how beautiful you are ..... ED's so wrong in telling you, you should go back to being awfully thin xxx

LupeGolightly
i am so sorry u are going through all this at the same time...dont be so hard on urself though...i know its a lot easier said then done....but try to think of the positives....like what makes you happy...i will pray for u and ur family...im with u!

sara01