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haha N0pe still smoking!
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is feeling Horrible
Its me... I guess.
Sports, Fire department thats my life and Poety.
haha N0pe still smoking!
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nOPE STILL SHHMOKINGGG
Soo.... I really dnt understand why men are so confusing, uhhh..... idk... But I just thought I would write an update since ya'll dnt hear from …
Sooo..... me and him DONE! you and me DONE! I love you justin but you are holding me back it has been soon too be 3 years since you have passed away …
Well... I have Been treated for this over and over again and it just seems to get worse... which sucks ass...
My doctors say I have it and that its really bad... I have been in and out of the hospital MANY times for Suicide and sometimes I just wish "GOD" would take my Suicide note.
I started self harming myself in 7th grade I did it more and more as each day went by... I still do it and I have been in and out of the hospital for it many many times and I still do after all the shit it has brought me... so yeah thats part of my story.
I have had this for YEARS but it never got treated... Now it has I just do really use them that much cause I have a prob. with going to bed early so yeah... and at the same time I just wan to talk them all and sleep for ever but thats something different
Well.. I get really pissed of and my doctor says I could kill someone... Don't be scared of me plz.. thats just what he said.
I still do it to this day and its getting bad.. yea. thats rally it. I do it to try and get away from everything else.
Well.. I really dont want to talk about it right at this time... But I need help too.
I just found out I have a distovie order and I am pissed off now.
I was for a few years but now I am clean... I am only here to help and give advice to others who are dealing with this because I know how hard it was.
When I was 14 going on 15 I got into a very bad car accident with my boyfirend. We went off the road and my side of the car hit the tree and then went back into the road. A driver of a large truck wasnt paying attention and hit my boyfriends side of the car(drivers side). The car rolled about 3 or 4 times until comming to a stop into a ditch. He passed away that very moment. It never really hit me until his parents broke the news to me that next morning.