Join Now
Lets see today was a good day I suppose it rained and stormed all day...I love the thunder like heaven screaming,the lightning like the wrath of god incarnate,and the rain to wash everything away.Watched a few movies today have to admit the Naked mile was a dissapointment they basically substituted good humour with a lot of boob shots,which isnt bad i suppose but if I want to see lots of boobs I would rent a porno not a comedy lol.Then a movie called Azumi just becuse im a sucker for a good martial arts film and i love the wonderful colors they use in there movies with costumes and such.Though admitedly there acting is still poor but at least they fixxed the lip synch that made so many martial arts flicks funny,Such as the old jackie chan snake and crane movie.Last night was tough woke many times during the night and became plagued with all the old memories one wishes they could forget but can seldom do.Ive even looked into ways to induce amnesia as if i didnt remeber all the terrible things i remember would i be a different me a much lighter carefree version of my current self.A little to risky to the brain though so thats out for the moment.Would be great to see a different me though one who luaghs feels, perhaps even feel this much talked about and much vuanted emotion of love that I have never felt.But thats just wishful thinking and one must face the reality of life so im told though for all I care reality can kiss my ass.Whoever invented reality can have it back cuase I don't want it.okay rant over...yeah it over.Anyway As i said was an okay day today Thank god for a little rain to brighten things up...though I think for most people its sunshine and whatnot.No stars as it hasnt cleared yet love to sit in my hammock when I cannot sleep at night drink a few shots and break out my telescope and stargaze.And dream dreaming is my other life I like to fantasize and when i mean that im not talkin about sex people,lol...No I like to fantasize myself into a differnet reality a different world one where I make a difference one where I feel hope and happiness perhaps a bit pathetic but its my world so dont knock it ; ) Anyway wish you all well I wish you strength and courage I wish you hope and happiness but above all I wish you free from the invisible chains that bind us no matter what they may be no matter who put them there it doesnt matter I just wish for freedom.
