Journal Entry for August 4, 2007
August 4, 2007 11:50pm
Hmm today was an okay day I suppose got back from springfield.So dont worry people alens haven't kidnapped me yet.My brother billy is coming down …
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DocentValentine
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About Me
Leaving Ava soon to travel to North carolina or other coastal town.Deciding to change my life. Still have major panic attacks but suppose it doesn't matter where I have them long as I get out of my self imposed exile out here in the middle of nowhere.
Interests
reading.chess.soccer.writing.mudding aka multi user dungeon text based gaming.Riding horses and fishing on occasion
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Journal Entry for July 30, 2007
July 30, 2007 11:34pm
Get some palatino linotype on here my favourite font.anyway Back to part 2 of the Docent Valentine tale.Gonna be a movie later...just kidding.Anyway …
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Journal Entry for July 29, 2007
July 29, 2007 10:27pm
Hmm not sure what to really write today as it was pretty much eneventful...So since some people ask me about my life and what led me to being me why …
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Journal Entry for July 28, 2007
July 28, 2007 10:13pm
Lets see today was a good day I suppose it rained and stormed all day...I love the thunder like heaven screaming,the lightning like the wrath of god …
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Journal Entry for July 27, 2007
July 27, 2007 10:35pm
Went to see my doctor today I get 20 minutes and another appointment in 2 months its so dam frustarating to have no one to talk too.Luckily my friend …
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Hey! :) Wishing you a wonderful weekend. Take care! Aimee ♥
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Wishing you a wonderful week. :) Love Aimee ♥
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Here's a hug for all my friends today. I hope you are having a great day and enjoy your weekend. Take care :)
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Hope your monday's going well. Take care :)
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I feel like I just got handed a hug... thank you... Truly I am pleased. I'm a mom... and we have this thing about kids... We want to fix everything... and its so sad... we don't realize sometimes that the best thing to do is just like them... enjoy them for all their energy... I remember when I used to teach... I didn't always get mad at my "bad" kids... actually I found their energy and their determination to have things their way fantastic... I mean they put a lot into getting things their way... LOL I wish I had more energy and could get back into teaching... I really did enjoy the kids... even the "bad" ones... *Smile*
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Close Panic Attacks
Have Panic attacks due to my childhood so my doc says have tightness of the throat feels like im having heart attacks sometimes attacks of antipathy and social behaviour dizzy spells paranoia etc...starting to drink heavily lately generally tired and mostly given up and in an apathethetic state most of the time
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- works to a limited degree currently not taking
- Effexor Not Working
- Spend the night in strange states...dont know why just cannot sleep
- Klonopin Not Working
- Intense nightmares lasting long times anxiety 10x increase
- Paxil Not Working
- just junk
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- Erectile dysfunction...Laf
- Serzone Too Soon to Tell
- My doctor worried about getting sued discontinued
- Xanax Working / Worked
- best ive been on except needing stronger and stronger doses when this fails im dead
Close Self-Injury
Who can tell a sob story in 500 words
Treatments
- Group Therapy Not Working
- Never felt it worked
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- My friends calmed me down but ones dead and one might as well be
Open Shyness
Grew up in the system never interacted with the so called "norms" loner 4 life
Treatments
- DailyStrength Too Soon to Tell
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- My cat the Menace is cool but my landlady/friend has 16 dogs and they bug the hell out of me
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