After so so many years of hell and tears and blood, I think I'm finally coming out of the other side.
Yesterday I had a day full of tidying and housework, then before my amazing fiance came home from work, I made him a huge perfect chocolate brownie. And theeen I made him and my flatmate dinner
And today...I got a call saying that this company wants me for this call centre job. Omg...its going to be like my first proper panel interview...I'm so nervous about it ay. But really excited too.
For the first time in years I'm actually going to sleep at a reasonable time...and sleeping through the night without too many nightmares.
I'm functioning as a normal person and for once, none of it is an act.
Thanks everyone here who has helped me...I couldn't have done this without you.
OMFG and I finally own a Playstation 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Add your supportWow...I just had the most amazing anniversary last night. My fiance took me out to a secret location for dinner and shouted me a huge delicious dinner :D
And then he took me to another secret location to exchange presents and watch the night-darkened sea.
He is amazing. I still can't believe that our life together is not a dream.
He's been...making life so calm and peaceful for me...even the damn flashbacks have calmed down. I haven't had one for over a week now. And he helps me with my chores and things (that I have to do since I'm not working fulltime at the mo), making life so much easier to cope with.
He got me Final Fantasy X for our anniversary...it's like my favourite game ever ever ever...and next week we are getting a PS2 so I can play it whenever I have the time :D :D :D Omg...my life is so turning around...
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Im making it through the craving.
the pain of the want is coursing through my veins...but im fighting it with everything i have.
the people on here are an inspiration...and the fact that people are replying and showing that they care is making it possible for me to cope.
thank you. i just...cannot thank DS and the amazing people here enough.
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That is great!! Keep up the good positive thinking.. I am truly happy for you and I hope these urges will pass soon. lovenhugs
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I'm so glad things are turning out so well for you! This was the first thing that made me smile all day :)
Person913
To cool gald you are doing so well my friend my happiness shine on you always. Keep smiling Joker big hugs
PoeticJoker