I just want to forget!
All i want to do is forget. Forget everything that has happened. But i cant. I keep myself occupied, and yet, when i have finnished, its …
I dont care much anymore. I have been told i care to much about other people and not enough about myself. But i personaly think thats rubbish. But who am i to know. If you need to talk, i will listen and try and help, but ui cant always say i will. So talk to me, add me as a friend, send me a hug/message, whatever. I dont normaly bite ^^ muchos loveee people xxx
All i want to do is forget. Forget everything that has happened. But i cant. I keep myself occupied, and yet, when i have finnished, its …
People just dont get it. All my life I have been presured to be the perfect one. The one to get perfect grades, the one to do good at …
whats the point??
all i do is get hurt. I let people in, and i get hurt. Whats the point?!
There is no …
Why not throw some flowers into the mix? You deserve something beuatiful. So imagine away, they're whatever you want them to be. Love and Hugs, Megan
Here's a hug to one of the most strongest girls I've met. But here's a secret from me to you, you don't always have to be strong. XOX, Megan
I am feeling uncomfortable right now. I am suposed to go camping with my sister and her boyfriend and I am suposed to take my nephew there too. I just don't feel like going. Is that wrong? love Greg
hey If I can help, please let me know..love Greg
hope your okay...give me a buzz if u want to chat.
had problems fitting in where i used to live, moved having more problems, feel down all the time - life is utterly crap :)
i used to self harm because of bullying - but reasently started again.
is mostly the only way i can keep in touch with people and am always on here..
have a allergie to dust!! - one of the many horrible things that my daddy gave me :) - also to cats
mums depresed and finds it hard to deal with things, dads in the navi and is always away so i have to help out and i can never do anythign right.
around my friends i am bubbly and friendly. But when it comes to meeting new people, I hardly talk or do anything. Sometimes if i know i will be meeting a new person i wont go out.
isnt all that bad, but everything has to be a even number. The volume on the tv, food, i even stress about how fast the car is going and how many people i am with. I have resently had to do surten thing more than once. gets annoying.
have had real bad problems since i started. moved, and still having problems at this new school. - find it hard to go.
i lost my dog just over a year ago now. Grew up with her, but got sick and had to be put down. Still cry alot about it now.
Dads in the navy, based a hour away and hardly see him as often as we should - is hard for me and mum to cope with it but we get along.
i am terrified of death, i odtn knwo why. But i just am. Also im scared of china dolls and clowns and many other thigns that are weird.. :)
My sister had a terminal illness, so my mother thought it would be better to have an abortion then to have her go though all the pain. So she kinda had a still birth as she was to far along to have a misscarage. I dont not believe in abortions, but in cases like this where the baby most probably would have only lived a coupple of hours, i feel it is nessasary. But all to themselves.
my grandad has always had high blood pressure, my mum also has it.
my dad gets a bad back because he got stood on while he was playing football. I also suffer from it because i have big boobs for my age.
When i think about death i have major panic attacks. Isnt nice.
i think i might be bi, not 100% yet but i find myself attracted to girls as well as guys.
I smoke. People find it bad but to be honest, its my own life and i shall do what i want with it. just gets a bit annoying. I am going to cut down and quit soon. As my grandmother found out that she had a cist on her kidney so she had to have one removed. that was due to smoking.
im 13 nearly 14, and yes, my mother and farther both parent me, just want to put in for teens as well..
my uncle has had a kidney transplant or something, and it didnt work so hes on the list for another one, my dad might give him one. we dont know yet.
uncles on it because of kidney problems.
i worry, ALOT! and its always about little things, or things that seem really big to me but not to other people. i dont like to be in big groups or walk in extreamly big crouds because i think that people are looking at me. I also get seperation anxiety when im away from my mum long enough.
i get it if im away from my mum long enough, also ranodmly my dad for a coupple of weeks when he goes away first. 'nuff said =]
mums been inbetween jobs for a coupple of years now. Shes off work with depretion at the moment. and just resently lost her job because we moved. so its back to another new job :(
finding it overly hard to tell my mum and dad, i just dont want to upset or dissapoint my mum, as well as making her uncomftible as i think shes homophobic.
I bindge and then make myself sick, i hate it, but at the same time, i know that i can eat loads of fatty foods, and then not put on a pound. So in a way i dont want to stop, but i think i have to.
My uncle has it, and so does my friends mum. Wanted to know more, so thought i would join ^^
want to loose weight, find it impossible because i bindge eat when im upset adnt hats nearly all the time. But been eating less and less the last coupple of weeks. hopefully i will join a slimming-world soon and will loose weight fast ^^
my cuz.. and he wus a twat... Also emotionaly abused by my dad and people at school.
have problems going to school, personaly i think this may be the best option for me at the presant time, but, mum doesnt know much about things tobe learned in this day and age, and the person i see about all of this, will not sign me off sick because of my social standards. But i am not a totaly social person. They just dotn get it.
both me and dad are doing anger management at the moment. I have a very explosive anger. But i can put it to the back of my mind when im around people like frends, or people who i dont really know. only my family really knows. It drives me around the bend because i cant stop it even though i want to!
It seems that i have a constant headache! I dont know wy. My doctor told me to get my eyes cheacked, but it came up fine. So we have no idea what is up. I try and use pain killers such as Parolcetimal, but it doesnt even touch it. Its beginning to really bug me now.