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Friday, May 16, 2008

Well, I made it through yesterday, I think mostly due to the fact that they loaded me up on xanax so I wouldn't chicken out of the biopsy again. Well, I am glad that they at least got me through the endoscopy. I am not that thrilled about having another surgery, but I will go and do what I have to do.. And I am glad that when I looked back at yesterdays journal entry, I made sense and the xanax wasn't that appparent. I have the pre-op testing this afternoon at three, so that is no big deal. A couplle of friends are going on with me before hand so I can get out of the house and have some fun! I forget to do that sometimes. My surgery is Monday morning at 9:15. Once I get through that it is just a matter of getting all of my medical records gatherd up for the trip to Texas! I am not going to worry about getting the rest of the boxes i still have left to unpack...that will wait. I am only going to worry about packing my suitcase and getting ready to go. When I talked to the lymphoma nurses, they seemed very surprised to hear thta I have received no chemo or radiation or anything. I hope they can offer some help! God Bless all. Even if I don't journal, I continue to pray!

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Oh, how I admire your strength and attitude of gratitude! I hope you have a safe and uneventful trip to Texas. I'm glad your girlfriend will be with you. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your medical team, that you will be completely healed, that God's power brings you strength and a renewed spirt when you return home - surrounded by the love of your family - whole and strong. I will be checking on you soon ... Lynne

centenniel
I can't wait until you get to MD to get the much needed answers you need and to start the path to healing...I will hold you in my heart for a long time and God already has your heart! Please try and have a nice weekend....Love from Michigan!

mysticthunder
Too right! sweet friend. The boxes can wait - all of this is much more important. I am glad you made it through the procedures, though I have to admit I did a small grin at the thought of you loaded up with Xanax - that stuff sends you into space, which is probably where you needed to be at the time lol.
Good luck in Texas, and I am praying that this has been the answer all the time, you just needed to find it.
Thinking of you, praying for you, waiting to hear all that happens.
Much love and big squishy hugs. Stay strong in our Lord .. Mary

Megg