Journal Entry for October 13, 2008
Happy Monday Angels!
The weekends go by so very fast! This work stuff is for the birds..but thankfully it is paying the bills..I would just …
is feeling Excellent
I LOVE sledge hammers!!
Recently: 202 hugs given, 83 hugs received more …
I have been battling bulimia and anorexia for over 10 years. Recently, I have gained 25lbs and have resorted back to old thought processes in trying to deal with the weight gain. I am completely consumed, and am finding that I have lost any zest for life, and am immobile when it comes to moving towards anything else in my life. I feel trapped, and FAT ALL the time.....
Consumed gave havenofear a Hug 8 minutes ago
YOU are BEAUTIFUL! xoxoxoxoxoxox…
Consumed gave gremlin1267 a Hug 10 minutes ago
Thinking of you...xoxoxoxox…
Consumed gave gracey2424 a Hug 12 minutes ago
Where are you, Love?? Are you ok?? xoxoxoxoxox…
Consumed gave girasole a Hug 14 minutes ago
Thinking of you, Laura....xoxoxoxoxoxox…
Happy Monday Angels!
The weekends go by so very fast! This work stuff is for the birds..but thankfully it is paying the bills..I would just …
Hello Beautiful Angels!
Let's see...The madness/craziness has not ceased as of late, but Steve and I will be heave-hoeing it for the rest of …
Happy Wednesday Angels!!
Just a little update as to the space I am in this week!
All I can really say is that I am humbled and appreciative …
so sorry for the dramatic entry...too many drinks and no food gets me a ride on the pity pot! Was having an extreme case of the poor me's …
I AM INADEQUATE IN EVERY WAY
Feeling good today and started taking my meds again over the weekend so I think has has helped tons, also I have come to the decision that stopping my meds was making me put on weight!!!!! How goes things with you? xx
Thanks and same to you!
bad stuff....in my journal, I'll message you more if you want the full story....thanks for being by me...love you
Aww, thanks for the comment on my pic. You are beautiful too!!!!!!!
You mean fucklips? That's his name in my phone now. The guy from at&t couldn't stop laughing, and I didn't even tell him the name....lol Yeah, festival was good. Saw Bev Hills Chiuaua....DOG Sat night...lol. Actually not feeling like my fab self. More like the watered down version.....hpe to catch up later. Teach @ 2:30...maybe after if you have time...... Love you, xoxo
I have been battling bulimia and anorexia for over 10 years. I recently have gained 25lbs, and am at a healthier weight, but feel terrible being this "big" I am 5 feet 7 inches tall, by the way, and weigh 145 punds! YIKES! Lately, I am consumed with how my body looks so much more than ever, that i feel like i can't move forward with anything else in my life. I want to lose some weight, and had resorted back to old habits, only to gain weight. I feel so trapped...