merrickcoldblood’s Profile

Open Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
Type: Relapsing-remitting MS

Took the docs awhile to figure it out because MS BIH and Epilepsy all kicked off at the same time, so they had to figure out it was more than one illness then do test to find out what they were. MS is scarry sometimes when i wake up unable to move. But I still would rather it be me than anyone else.

Open Epilepsy & Seizures

It took the docs awhile to figure out I had epilepsy because I also have MS and BIH on top of that and they all kicked off at the same time. So they were trying to pin it to one illness then discovered that I had more than one. I have had 2 seizures and the last one I had i stopped breathing and turned blue.

Treatments

Lamictal Working / Worked

I havent had a seizure since i've been on this medicine

Open Back Pain

have had back injuries from abuse as a kid and i also have a trapped nerve atm

Treatments

Codeine Working / Worked

It helps a little, but not fully and doesnt last long.

Open Obesity

I've never ate much, dont like chocolate (makes me feel ill) and yet have always been over weight. The doctors say I have a very mild case of hypothyroidism but not bad enough to require the shots for it, so I am just overweight and have pretty much no appetite.

Open Sexual Abuse

My dad, brother, and their friends use to abuse and rape me from the age of about 6 or 7.

Open Psoriasis
Affected Areas: Psoriasis of the Skin

my psoriasis isnt too bad, i have it in my ears on my head. Very itchy at times though, and i dont mind it on my head as much because my hair covers it, but I hate that its in my ears.

Open Self-Injury

I cut myself a lot to cause physical pain instead of emotional pain. And also I do it because I feel as if everything is my fault and I need punished for it. Most ppl that know me dont know i do it though. I make sure to do it places they can't see

Open Insomnia

When I try to sleep I end up just laying there unable to go to sleep, and when i do fall asleep i wake up about half an hour later. Usually because I have bad nightmares that wake me.

Open Families & Friends of Gays & Lesbians

I have a few different friends that are gay. One of them call me their little sister. I dont mind at all that they are gay or lesbian, I think its their choice, whatever makes them happy :/

Open Anemia
Type: Iron Deficiency Anemia

They found out that I have Anemia while they were testing me when pregnant. They said after I gave birth it may go away, but it didnt, and on the test they did not long ago it shows that my iron count has got lower than it was orig.

Treatments

Iron Somewhat Helpful

They keep upping the amount I take in a day because it still isnt giving me enough iron, atm I am on 6 iron pills a day

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

I was abused badly as a kid, raped, stabbed, yelled at, the whole works :/

Treatments

Pets Somewhat Helpful

I love animals, and in my experiance they are the only ones that havent hurt me

Talking Not Working

I've gone to counceling etc before and have told ppl about my life, but it doesnt help any

Open ADHD / ADD

I don't have it too badly I don't think. I just always have to have things to do and i can't stay concentrated on one thing for long.

Open Personality Disorders
Type: Antisocial Personality Disorder (APD)

i guess thats the type i have, im fine with typing to ppl or talking online, but i hate talking on the phone or actually meeting ppl in person im not very good at.

Open Bisexuality

ive known i was bi since i was around 14, my parents don't know and most of my friends don't either

Open Rape

i was raped as a kid by my father and my brother, and also by their friends it went on for years until i was 18

Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

I have PTSD from childhood abuse and rape that happen on a daily basis

Open Anxiety

Can prob tell why i have anxiety with all my health probs and history

Open Female Sexual Issues

Open Family Issues

Open Healthy Sex

Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)

Open Parenting Toddlers (1-3)

Hello my daughter just turned 1 not long ago, june 2nd

Treatments

Attachment Parenting Working / Worked

Patience Working / Worked

Play Therapy Working / Worked

Open Bipolar Disorder

Docs and shrinks have decided i have borderline bipolar and thats why i get so suicidal :/

Treatments

Lamictal Not Working

Open Pet Bereavement

i have lost many animals and am a major animal lover today my pet rat splinter just died :'(