Journal Entry for September 2, 2008
September 2, 2008 1:21pm
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tinkerbell88
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About Me
Well, I'm me. I'm a very bubbly, outgoing person once you get to know me. I'm crazy and love my friends to death. and I'm addicted to filling out surveys and sending random emails. If you want to add me to facebook (ktclem88@yahoo.com) or myspace (ktclem88@hotmail.com) just let me know you are from DS Well, other than being bubbly, I am also suffering from depression have been since I was 14 (am 20 now). I have been in intense therapy for two years (Tracy thank you soo much) and I have come a long long ways. I have been cut free for over 100 days, and I can honestly say I will never go back. I also have borderline personality disorder, am in DBT for it, this has helped a whole lot!! I've been thru abuse and I've made it passed it, I've accepted it, and moved on. I have been having nightmares lately though about being raped, but Tracy says she thinks it has to do with me being afraid of getting hurt. I want to be here to try to help others as much as I can, but I must warn you, I will leave for a bit if I get too triggered but I WILL be back to ya. I care a lot about people. Well thats me. Anything else you wanna know, just ask!!
Interests
Writing, shopping, emailing, listening to music, singing, talking, tinker bell, tigger, I love to talk, online, in person and on the phone.. i can talk your ear off, but i must warn you I am very shy at first. OH yeah REBA MCENTIRE!! I love that lady. She's my hero!!
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Journal Entry for July 22, 2008
July 22, 2008 1:36pm
Ive been doing alright
Maggie and I are talking again
I'm going to be moving into an apartment soon
Thursday im going on vacation
and still no …
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Hugbook
Hug
yeah? what did she have to say? im still breathing. im still in a depression, i see my therapist on Thursday. my mom & dani's dad r helping me with bills. so,thank goodness 4 them!!
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High Five
hey u! so whens the "big date"? im so happy for u. now remember ur a lady (lol). JK. Go out and have some FUN!!!! Let ur hair down so to speak. I saw High Noon last friday and Mikey asked how u were. Mikey is the fiddle player.
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Hug
i miss u too. how have u been getting along? hows ur mom? cant wait for u 2 start ur new life! it will b WONDERFUL 4 u!!
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Good Luck
yeah-i needed to talk last nite. to someone who understands. dani & her dad will listen but to them im sure im "complaining".
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Kiss
CUZ I KNOW U LIKE THESE! what were u busy doing?
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI suffer from depression and would like some support and to be of support.. i've tried to kill myself twice. the last time i ended up in a hospital for a month.
Treatments
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- it works most of the time
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- It's helping. i've found a great therapist who is really helping
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Somewhat Helpful
- Prozac Not Working
- this did not work.. kept getting worse on it.. tried to kill myself twice. dont recemmend it for anyone
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Tracy is very helpful
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- it really helps with my cutting urges
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Big thanks to Maggie :D
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- this didnt work for me either
- Writing Working / Worked
- It works most of the time
Close Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)I'm BPD and I'm struggling with this. I have a lot of relationship issues. and I get mad over silly things. I've been doing DBT and in therapy hoping to get better
Treatments
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- i think its working
- Talking Working / Worked
- I found Tracy after several therapists and I am finally getting somewhere but it is still hard.
Open Self-Injury
I've been cutting for five years and I've been trying to stop for five years.. im making a lot of progress...
Treatments
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- DBT has helped me a lot
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- I went to Day treatment and it was helpful
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Tracy's really helping me.. I think I rely on her too much though
- Red Marker Considering
- ive talked to tracy about maybe doing this
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- I am against this, because it's still SELF HARM. I told my therapist I will not use this
- S.A.F.E. (Self-Abuse Finally Ends) Considering
- i have a number for this, but have never tried it
- Squeezing Ice Not Working
- it just triggers me to do S&I
- Talking Working / Worked
- Tracy is helping me so much
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- this is really helping the cutting urges
Open Eating Disorders
Type: BulimiaIve struggled with bulimia havent puked in a long time lately ive been not eating much, not really restricting but havent been hungry. my therapist thinks im developing an ED though
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Im taking it more for depression.. but its helping with bulimia because I dont do it as much as i used to
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- Prozac Not Working
- i used to take this and it didnt help at all
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- helpful
Open Depression - Teen
I've been depressed for several years.
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- been helpful..
- Prozac Not Working
- 2 suicide attempts
- Risperdal Working / Worked
- this has been helpful.. but i dont like the side effects.. my breasts leak milk..
- Talking Working / Worked
- i love talking to my therapist even when she tickes me off
- Writing Working / Worked
- this works sometimes.. hasnt lately though
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
Open Bipolar Disorder - Teen
my moods are always going up and down.. ive been like this since i was 14
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- this was helpful when i was in the hospital..
- Celexa Working / Worked
- this works okay
- Pets Working / Worked
- this is definitely helpful
- Talking Working / Worked
- talking to my therapist is helpful
- Dialectical Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a FriendI lost my adopted grandpa almost 4 years ago (december 12, 2004) and its still really hard. I miss him a lot.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Helping Others Working / Worked
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Pets Working / Worked
- Poetry Working / Worked
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Reading Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Scrapbooking Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Time Not Working
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