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July 27, 2008 1:39pm
things are turned upside down. no way to explain it
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About Me
R.I.P Rocky Luttrell my name is tae. (my real name is mattea, but all my friends call me tae) i used to be a cutter. and i suffer from depression. i get confused VERY easily. i have the bestest friend in the world, kyle. he's always there for me when i need him. we've gotten through a lot together. if it wasnt for him i wouldnt be here right now. he's like my brother. i LOVE to wear black and i LOVE eyeliner. i HATE the way i look. y else would i wear my hair in my face all the time??? i fake a smile 70% of the time."just because im smiling doesnt mean that im happy. it takes just one smile to cover a million tears." i get depressed a lot. but i still like to goof off with my friends. im really random. i love pulling my friends hair out(its a bad habit) "would u like to donate to the hairball society" (a tottally random thing that happened my freshman year) but thats enough about my stupid self. if anyone ever needs to talk, im here. XxTaExX
Interests
i like to write, and talk to my friends, i love to have fun with my friends. and im not afraid to be myself.
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Journal Entry for May 30, 2008
May 30, 2008 12:10pm
hey
yeah i know that i havent been online in a while
things have been happening one right after the other
my bestfriend bree just beat the crap out of …
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Journal Entry for May 22, 2008
May 22, 2008 10:02am
srry that i havent been online at all these past couple of months.. things have just been happening soo frikin fast! im moving away from my …
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suprise!
April 8, 2008 12:16pm
suprisingly me and cody are back together again..i am on the phone with him as we speak and he is playing me songs on his guitar!
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ugh
April 7, 2008 2:58pm
yeah me and cody broke up for gd this time!!! im sitting at my moms boyfriend house....im ok
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Close Self-Injury
i used to be cutter. but i cant but anymore or i will get put in a hospital. and i cant leave my friends again!!!
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- Rubber Bands Working / Worked
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- i go to therapy, i almost got sent to a hospital, but i didnt go. therapy helps but sometims talking brings back all the pain. i dont cut nymore though. but its a day by day battle
- Talking Working / Worked
- talking to me bestfriend. he's mainly the only one who gets it. if it wasnt for him i wouldnt be here right now.
- Writing Working / Worked
- helpful
Close Depression - Teen
i suffer from depression...and i get depressed ALOT! when i get depressed it wont go away...it makes me hurt..not like just a broken heart..it literally physically hurts my chest and i feel like im gonna die or quit breathing.
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- the pain is still there, no matter how much i try and cry it out, my mom doesnt believe that i should be on medication. but she doesnt know how bad it hurts!!!
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- idk...it helps a bit i guess..
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- my friends are there for me
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
i have to do everything three times, I HATE IT!!!!!!!!! but im aways afraid that someone is going to die or im afraid that something will happen if i dont do everythin three times. i hate myself for giving into it!!!!!
Treatments
- Pataday Working / Worked
- i do absolutely nothing but give into it and i hate it!!!
Open Family Issues
my dad was really abusive to my mom, i watched him hit on her and everything for about 15 years,he used to hit me too..he tried to cut me once..which is y i started cutting myself emotionally scarred. but now he says that hes trying to do better..but he isnt..and its hard..hes on drugs and crap and ugh...
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- dont help
Open High School Stress
just all the highschool drama, friends fighting, people dieing. just really painful drama. and then there are ppl who know absolutely NOTHING ABOUT ANYTHING! and they run their mouths like they know it all! ugh
Open Bisexuality
ive been confused for a while...but now im pretty sure that im bi
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