jax1991's Journal

remember in my previous journal entry, when i said that there was an arguement brewing between me and mom? i was right. today she wanted to teach me how to pump gas. i said she already taught me that (hoping she would just stop being lazy and do it herself) she percieved "you already taught me that" as being rude. i just wanted her to leave me alone. she ALSO said that every pump is different and let me do it on my own. well i kinda got stuck and saw her on the phone. so i tapped and thought she didn't hear me, so i tapped louder. apparently that was rude! then she has the nerve to say i have an attitude. i did it, didn't I? i didn't whine about it, i just did it. so we argued about my 'attitude'. the REAL reason she wants me to learn is not so that i learn it for when i have a car, but so that she can sit and be lazy. and whenever she needs gas i can do it. but i say do it yourself. so of course, in our true family style, we argued about pumping gas. this is almost as stupid as when we argued over gravy at Ihop. we're so pathetic.

i thought by going out with mom i was going to avoid the huge fight dad and david had today. david wanted some video game that he saved up for. dad said it wasn't appropriate. let's face it, mom was pulling the strings. dad doesn't care about it promoting "magic and spells". he never has. so today sucked.

and i had major neck pain!!!!! i must have slept on it wrong.

and after this, mom definitely isn't getting her half an ativan back. you can't respect me i won't respect you.

but i did buy some seeds to plant tomorrow. it will at least give me something to do.

so today was all about drama and trying to avoid it. maybe i should apologize for having an attitude but mom should apologize for going around the truth time and time again. and being lazy. she expects us (because we're her children) to do whatever, whenever she needs something done. ain't gunna happen. i hate living here it sucks.

AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE!! i had preschool at church (a class for the little kids) and i picked up a video just to look at it but then the kid said he wanted to watch it. so ok. GUESS WHAT IT WAS ABOUT?

BAD PARENTS! i almost cried. i felt bad for the kids in the video. this kid's father sent him to this group home just because he didn't want to deal with him. 

sucky day, to say the least