jax1991's Journal

i do! i'm worried. but i gotta have a good attitude about it and not freak out. nanny decided to lecture me about not knowing minimum wage and me not knowing certain stuff (orientation IS tomorrow, i was saving the questions for then). but w/e, older people love to lecture us younger people.

i marked this as anxious because  my grandfather isn't doing well. his blood pressure is low. if you don't know, he has prostate cancer...he's 87....i worry about him dying without Christ in his life. worries me...

another thing i realized. life is what you make it. i'm not talking about one's childhood, because we don't have any control over it. and emotionally, we're not quite developed enough.

i'm talking about the choices we make as adults/teens. the people we hang out with, what we choose to do to our bodies, the college we go to the person we marry.

don't complain if you made your life that way. if someone smokes, and they get lung cancer, theres certain amount of responsibility. if you chose to drink excessively, and you get liver cancer, thats that. i do feel bad for those people still.

if someone makes bad choices in their marriage, and  it ends bad, well, life is what you make it. 

the bottom line is,

You gotta reach for your dreams, no matter what anyone tells you. and stay focused! is a 1 night stand worth the ten minutes (if that) of pleasure you get if u wind up pregnant? no!

Make good choices!!!!! do what u want.