jax1991's Journal

i hope it's good. let's hope mom doesn't yell at me and take her anger out on me. i hope i can get my permit. 5/01/08 was my half birthday. legally i could be driving. but because my parents are slackers, i don't. so after that nothing else knew besides rescheduling tutoring. excitng right? lol.....  ima go clean the kitchen so it'll be one less reason for mom to yell at me...

and when she started yelling at me last week, she kinda went off about alot of things...me watching jerry springer. she talked about it like i did it every day. and i don't. then when i sat down when they cleaned...i didn't ask for them to clean it's not my fault....... once again proving she's delusional. of course she would disagree, but u can't argue with facts......and what am i supposed to get her for mother's day? does she deserve anything more than a card? who knows.....she deserves something, just out of respect. i do love her, i just don't understand her ways, ans why she takes her anger out on me.

on Dr. Phil once their was a woman who hated her little daughter because she reminded her of  her ex-bf. i think mom sees herself in me. and a little of dad, so that makes for double hatred...oh well, at least Jesus loves me.