jax1991's Journal

today we went to mom's. really didn't want to, but w/e. we alll got along i guess. but she said she'd be over in the morning. i hate it when she says that. cuz she might as well be lying. cuz when she shows up sometime after 11 am she'll have some "i'm tired' excuse. which is fine, but she shouldn't give an excuse nearly every time when she knows deep down inside that she's not coming over in the morning.  otherwise so i guess today's going ok...dropped off my lexapro...no tutoring tomorrow, just therapy....

on another note i'm trying to let certain things go. cuz she always tries to defend herself. in her mind, and her mind only, she's right. so i just can't be angry about it any more. (her not helping me and waiting 3 years to do so). she's delusonal. so i'm just gunna let it go. 

i'd just like to thank you all for commenting in my journals these past few weeks. it's been really difficult and it's nice to know someone cares and is willing to be supportive. cuz u know my mom isn't. she always ends up turning it around on me...when it's really no one's fault.