even tho ur gone u still haunt me
May 22, 2008 3:25pm
After all the shit that has happend between me and my birthdad I now find out that he is living 20 min away from were my boyfriends parents leave. we …
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punkyfairy
is feeling Horrible
my bf has gone away for 3 months
About Me
Please sponsor me for a breast cacer run I am doing at - www.raceforlifesponsorme.org/louisesamples My name is Louise. People also know me as wheeze and lou. I currently live in South Oxhey. I'm a crazy person, who freakin loves cooking. Im into most things and generally I am happy just to go with flow. I like to be diffrent and I dont have a problem speacking my mind.Im out there and im friendly and fun.
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life
May 2, 2008 4:35pm
life today.. its beena long day at work and i have came hmoe to feel very empty and aone.. i feel confused and i just want a hug and a friendly …
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dunnno
May 1, 2008 4:32pm
some times u meet people and they change your life for better or for worse the people taht change it for the better will more than likley be there …
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Journal Entry for November 9, 2007
November 9, 2007 12:54pm
I wake up in the night...
I raech my hand out to touch you...
but I feel nothing...
your already gone...
its to late...
you have seen me for what i really …
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Journal Entry for November 4, 2007
November 4, 2007 11:37am
i wish i could be stronger and a better person to those who i love... x
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hellooooooooooooo hope ur doing ok ur in my thoughts and prayers
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Hope all is going well been out of touch for awhile but once again I am back
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God be with you as he is with me. I will pray for you naturally and my faith will hold you I believe it is so because I have faith in jesus and only God knows where were passing through the days at hand. Trust your higher power you are free as a lamb. Hugs Kimberly
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hope ur doing ok just rmeber ur are in my thoughtsssss and prayers always u are and so is everybody else love u alll so very much
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I'm ok. How are you. Take care. Tonya
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Close Rape
its still a little to painful to go into the ins and outs of what happend to me but i was raped at 16 on 2 seperate ocassions by 2 people that i knew and thought were my friends who i could trust... both of the men that raped me were in there late 30's what chance did i ever have and its taken me a long time to realise taht it was not my fault and i did not desevre what happend to me... i hope to help others in the same or similar situations...
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Rape Counseling Considering
- Talking Working / Worked
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have been depressed for a long while now and dunno just want an end to it to be able to be happy on a regular basis would be nice but i know right now that cant happen.
Treatments
- Prozac Working / Worked
- its just another anti-depresent pill and i hate taking themi dont think pills are he answer
Open Schizophrenia
I have had scitiz since i was 13 and only really told people at the age of 17... about what i could hear and see.. i find the things that i haer and see to be very disturbing and soul destorying... i see some things taht are just so horific and disturbing.. i start to wonder weather there is something wrong with me and wether the images i see reflect the person that i am.. lets hope they dont.. i try so hard to be normal but its very diffcult to live a normal life with an lness as scitiz...
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- Risperdal Working / Worked
- makes me very tired and kinda helpful but i still suffer
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
my dad emotionaly abused me for years.. it hurts so much to have some one u think should love u hurt u so much.. i feel like such a bad person.. after hearing nrgtivity for years from someone so close u grow up believeing that what they tell u is true.. i grew up hating myself.. its a long struggle to reliize it was not ur fault ansds to try get ur life back. i was physicaly hit in some relionships.its changed me so much..
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- Music Working / Worked
- i love music it lets me be free and i just lose myself in it
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- i found it to be hard... i also found that my therapiast kept trying to tell me what to do intead of let me decide
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- helps to just talk and let out some of the pain and hurt
Open Miscarriage
had a miscarge at the age of 16.. at just under 2months.. never told my boyfriend at the time to a week before my miscarge.. it still hurts inside and i blame myself in a weird way.. i love my lil angel.. i felt my angel was a girl so i decided to call her lilly.. x
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- crap.. no help at all... no one understands
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
Type: Vegetariani am 18 and have been a vegetrain since i was 13.. some people critisis my belef..
Open Bisexuality
im bi and have been for years.. sadly when i ame out people i thought were my friend s turned out not to be.. im proud of who i am... i ahev nothing to be asumed off... im gay and damm it well proud..
Open Healthy Relationships
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