rcp78's Journal

PAIN OF LIVING AND WANTING TO DIE

Life is full of so little love,

All we ask for is help from above,

We wait and cry and wish to hide,

So nothing can get inside,

Our hearts are filled with,

So many painful things,

We must work through them,

Or we will miss all our life can bring,

You may not know it as I do not,

Am I alone with all the thoughts,

I run and run but all I find,

Is me wanting to hide inside,

To let out all the pain,

And learn to just cry and cry,

As I sit here all I know,

Something wants me here,

And just will not let me go,

I try and try to end this pain,

And all I find out is they call me insane,

I don't know if they are true,

But all I know is my life is not through,

And god has a plan for all of you too.

By: Raymond C. Pickens III