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Monday, May 12, 2008 | A General Update story

Well y'all still doing good and still sober. Can't sleep though! Been having messed up dreams lately. Don't understand them, but they do wake me up a lot. Now I am downloading music and listening to music, cause music mellows my mind most times. My wife is coming back from Texas on the 15th or 16th. I am excited for her to come back. I miss her it has been a long time since I have seen her. Almost 2 weeks. Things are getting better though. I am glad for that. You believe it but I use heavy metal music to mellow myself. My wife does not understand this or any of my friends, but it does. My mind races so fast most times that is the only music that can keep up with my thoughts to mellow them. I am so thankful for all my friends that put up with me and were there for me in my three day drinking spree. I needed all your support so thank you. Just so eveyone is up to speed I am not here for a relationship only real friends. I just want you all to know this. Anyways, keep cool y'all and god bless.

Raymond C. Pickens III

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xx glad you're doing better

shelleyvalentine
hi
i am glad your doing better

demo5
Im happy to hear that things are going better for you. Stay sober and things will get better. Its like I always say " god never gives you more than you can handle." I believe its true even if your not that religious.

Paulfrank546