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Friday, July 18, 2008

things are tough no gambling but if i could i would i have no life i am soo upset for letting my husband control me i do everything for him that he dose not want to do i am trying to stop i gave up my doc appt for headaces so he could have an mri yes it showed his back has gotten worse but he still fishes he doesn't really give any thing up yet he will have to when surgery comes and it will sooon we meet the doc on tues he needs a fusion and he doesn't realize the hell he's going to go through too bad right now he doesn't care about me theres no love at this address and he has not worked in 6 weeks and may never work again oh well judy works 2 jobs what the hell

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Oh girl, I'm not a complainer, and I have a high pain tolerance....but a triple level spinal fusion was the pain to end all pain. You are going to have your hands full. ya know, you gotta take care of Judy, and if you are gonna work 2 jobs, you should be able to have something to show for it besides no life. This is just my opinion, but I'll be damned the day I am carrying the load for 2, and being alone. I would rather be miserable alone, than sick with someone. take care of you Judy......always here for you.

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Danya

Makmarie
Sorry to hear things are not going to well, at least you are gf and that is very good. Try to take care of yourself and live for you not anyone else. Prayers are coming your way.
Hugs
Tessa

TKay
Sending you a prayer to give you strength and courage to get through the coming days. Take care of you, you are important and you matter. Love and hugs

loosenomore
I am sorry you are going thru such tough times. Try to find a little time for yourself.
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Judy

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