Why the hell am I in this life? What the fuck is the god-damned point? Everything's a fucking joke. I don't see my family barely ever. School is a fucking kick in the balls every single day. I hate my job. I will always hate my job because there is nothing that I want to do. I don't want to go to grad school but I don't have an undergraduate degree that is worth anything. Fuck this fucking bullshit. I'm going to bed, at 8pm. Or just sitting here and mentally smacking myself upside the head some more because god knows that's just as productive as the rest of my life.