
kiwi67’s Profile
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About Me
To those of you who are shallow minded, STAY AWAY FROM MY PROFILE. To those of you who want to talk to someone staright up, who dont get offend with a boot up the ass now and then or a straight up comment your welcome to drop in. I am BP1 and often dont hold back. I am a no bullshit person with a loving heart. Hurting people is not my goal but it does happen.If you cannt cope with a few sharp comments now and then dont drop by. I ride the short bus with pride!!! PS NO RELIGION I DONT GO THERE. I am a step parent to two girls, one i love and one i can say i hate, it has taken time to get to this point but I am there and it is going to bring the end to my marriage shortly.
Interests
My two great danes rugby league travel stone carving
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Recent Activity
Today
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kiwi67 gave roggers1 a Hug 2:23am
hello how are you?…
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kiwi67 changed their mood to OK 1:31am
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kiwi67 gave roggers1 a Hug 1:31am
hey buddy we are finally home, how are you and what is the news from your end of the world. Benson is…
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kiwi67 gave Abraxas a Hug 1:29am
yep me home now, will hv coffee with Wildt on Thursday before work. Had a day off today to get a few…
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yeah, that reminds me to charge up my ph battery NOW so I'll have it to call her when i get off work... are you back in austarlia yet? I chatted with wildt last nite for first time - we had good chat... got long email from blue heeler too
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sigh - I bet i just barely missed ya on DS
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heh he - my ears just got let gho of
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Mustang Karyn - you bettah slow that Mustang down !! lol
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night mate xxx sweet dreams
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
After trying zoloft and zyprexia with terrible side effects I am now on Epilum and living life again. Still have ups and downs but hey shit happens. I used to drink and smoke alot of pot, then one day I was all t'd up to gas myself and ended up at the mental hospital. Then with meds have put on 32kg which pisses me off. I hv lost 18.3kg but a freakn battle and 10kg to go. Someone needs to come up with meds that dont make us eat as this fks up our minds more.
Treatments
- Depakote Working / Worked
- working, had to double the dose though due to a relapse the last month or so. Just increased dose to 1000mg still not sleeping much but very tired. Nausea, shakes to start but has pasted, now tender breasts and feel like increasing in size.
- Zoloft Not Working
- Had a anger problem on this. Took three guys to hold me down. Ate none stop. Dribbled and was a general pain in the butt.
- Zyprexa Not Working
- sukced, made me eat, sleep and mask faced. No emotions at all while on this.
Close Step Families
I got married this year to my best friend who accepted my bi polar and i his two girls. The younger one has been a breeze, the older one is hell.I have been for counselling but after this week i ask why.We are not talking due to her lieing that I pulled her and called her stupid. He listened to her.So I told him to confornt her and she denied saying it all. Too late for me. But today we are meant to go on a picnic like a happy family. NOT, bp and liers dont mix. Hurt once no road for return
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