JenO4's Journal

so last night i had a dream and all day i cannot get it out of my head.  i dreamt that i took a hpt and it was a +.  now i am only on day 10 of my cycle, so we are nowhere near taking a test for this cycle yet, but i could not believe i had such a dream last night.  what does it mean?  i prob shouldn't read into it but how can i not?  maybe this month we will see that +??  maybe its just because i have thinking about the whole TTC thing too much and its coming out in my dreams?  who knows i guess.  the weirdest part is that in the dream i distinctly remember i was 9 weeks along, which is exactly how when i had mc #1. 

i go to regular gyno on tues, to check to make sure cyst isn't still there in my left ovary, and then to the new RE on the 18th.  i am hoping that if ido not see a + this month that we can start 2nd IUI.  at least if we are doing the IUI thing i will feel like we actually some sort of a higher chance of becoming pregnant soon.  july will be one year since mc #2.  year went by super fast, but i had thought i would be pregnant again by now.  for some reason i am not.  why am i not pregnant again?  i wonder if i am doing something that i shouldn't be, like missing the key days, maybe i ov later than i think or earlier?  i don't know.  hopefully next week when we see the new RE he will be able to tell us something new.  hope everyone has a nice weekend.  here in NY we are in the 90's and humid, wish we had a pool!! 

xoxo