day 6 of cycle so here we come BD.....I don't even have anything else to say. I start thinking that maybe I am not gonna stress about things this month, maybe I will be too preoccupied with other stuff to even think about becoming pregnant this month, maybe I won't even "try" this month, but then I remember that that is all me trying to convince myself, wow does that make any sense at all? We are thinking about a new RE, but even that I am not sure of. This whole process is so exhausting. I am hearing about more of friends that are planning on getting pregnant and all I think to myself is please please make me get pregnant first! I just cannot be happy for anyone else getting pregnant is that selfish of me? Cause I do feel bad to feel this way but what am I supposed to do?
Anyday now I will get pregnant right?
xoxo
May 8, 2008 9:13pm
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day 6 of cycle so here we come BD.....I don't even have anything else to say. I start thinking that maybe I am not gonna stress about things this month, maybe I will be too preoccupied with other stuff to even think about becoming pregnant ...
May 8, 2008 9:13pm
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day 6 of cycle so here we come BD.....I don't even have anything else to say. I start thinking that maybe I am not gonna stress about things this month, maybe I will be too preoccupied with other stuff to even think about becoming pregnant ...
May 8, 2008 9:14pm
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day 6 of cycle so here we come BD.....I don't even have anything else to say. I start thinking that maybe I am not gonna stress about things this month, maybe I will be too preoccupied with other stuff to even think about becoming pregnant ...
Don't feel bad, we all wish to be pregnant before another friend or co-worker announces that they are expecting b/c then the sting won't hurt so much, then we can genuinley be happy for them, right? It is hard not to let our minds get the best of us when we want something so badly, I am with you and also feel like I might be losing my mind. I am hoping just as much that you have preg news this coming month! Sending you lots of baby dust. Hugs, Erin
ens
I feel that way about others getting pregnant too. I don't think it's selfish, I think it comes with the territory. I've tried to say the same thing, that I won't worry about it, but it's hard to trick your brain. Good luck this cycle.
Jen2279
It's totally the more you try not to think about it, the more you think about it! It's just a never ending cycle! You're right too, it is exhausting. You're not selfish either. We've all been there. Although I wouldn't wish the IF experience on anyone at the same time you don't want to hear of anyone moving forward while you're stuck in IF limbo. Good luck, I hope anyday now you will be pregnant!
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