day 6 of cycle so here we come BD.....I don't even have anything else to say. I start thinking that maybe I am not gonna stress about things this month, maybe I will be too preoccupied with other stuff to even think about becoming pregnant this month, maybe I won't even "try" this month, but then I remember that that is all me trying to convince myself, wow does that make any sense at all? We are thinking about a new RE, but even that I am not sure of. This whole process is so exhausting. I am hearing about more of friends that are planning on getting pregnant and all I think to myself is please please make me get pregnant first! I just cannot be happy for anyone else getting pregnant is that selfish of me? Cause I do feel bad to feel this way but what am I supposed to do?
Anyday now I will get pregnant right?
xoxo