Lilasnaps's Journal

I am restless and tearful.   I have felt disconnected for so long.  My adolescent daughter has moved away to live with her father and my siblings live far away with their own happy families.  I don't have any good friends.  I spend all year remembering people's birthdays but nobody remembers mine.   I am just incredibly isolated and being with others is something I crave for all the time.  I have so many things to do for my jo, my home and my self-development but I cannot focus on any of them because I just want to cry all the time.  I have nobody to speak to.   The only friends I have are experiencing problems of their own and would only expect me to call them so that I can be supportive to them.   I need a cuddle really