My Manic Weekend
This one snuck up on me from outta nowhere - I'm usually hyper for a while before hand but thankfully it was quite short (around 4 days) …
is feeling OK
exhausted after 4 days of mania
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Erm... well im 19, some say with the mind of an older person, some say with the mind of a 3 year old. Was origionally diagnosed with depression/cyclothymia when i was 15... was then diagnosed with schizo affective bipolar last year... currently unmedicated because i cant even fucking afford food at the moment so cant afford a private doc, and waiting list on NHS is a long one... really trying to get my life back on track after all thats happened in the last 19 years... put it all behind me and make sure the next 19 years of my life are as good as the last years were bad!
Martial Arts, getting wasted by myself and singing and dancing round the house like a loon while doing the housework lol i know - sad! I like writing, being creative and starting projects that i never finish! ha ha i like music - bassline, bashment, funky house, hip hop, rnb and reggae. i like talking to people and helping people (im an old mother hen at heart lol) and one day... please god... i would love to have kids...
sally5 replied to their discussion post Blaming everything on bipolar in the Bipolar Disorder support group 11:50am
I agree, i understand its hard for him, and i used to be constantly apologising. Im not apologising anymore,…
sally5 replied to their discussion post Blaming everything on bipolar in the Bipolar Disorder support group 11:40am
The thing that bothers me is he thinks that i blame things on bipolar so i can get away with it, except…
sally5 gave crash873 a Hug 11:20am
im at work and the computers --, too slow... its doin my head in!!! hows you anyway darlin?? xx…
sally5 replied to lostinlincoln’s discussion post aka or also known as... in the Bipolar Disorder support group 11:18am
Cassie... yeah i know my screen names Sally, im just paranoid of... well im just paranoid full stop!…
sally5 replied to their discussion post Blaming everything on bipolar in the Bipolar Disorder support group 11:07am
Oh deep thinker you just got me started on somethin else!!! So I was sexually abused, gang raped when…
This one snuck up on me from outta nowhere - I'm usually hyper for a while before hand but thankfully it was quite short (around 4 days) …
Sent 250 hugs... 250 hugs to go...
I'm doing this because it makes me feel better supporting and (trying!) to help others xx
And to top off my amazingly happy (and sarcastic) week, i got a call from my best friend just now... im close to all of her family.
Well her …
OK well i finally told last night... told my partner!!! I really dont know why i picked the time i did - we had just had a big argument and wernt …
At last a positive journal entry............... maybe the first one since i joined over a year ago lol
Anyway just wanted to gush a little …
hey sally, i'm smoking l.a. confidental, i didn't stay stopped. hope your ok , can you chat i'm on yahoo pomagranite@yahoo.com listening to indie103.1fm "wino wednesdays" hit me up...john
Hi hun! A big Welcome to Club Funny Bone hug! I can promise lots of silliness, lots of love and support, and just plain old fun. So glad to have you with us!
I would like to thank you for your journal entry.
hi sally, trying to kick the habit, i spend a fortune on pot & alcohol, so i'm trying to quit and i feellike shit...love ya john
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was gang raped 2yrs ago by 3 guys, thought i was going to die. It lasted around 6 hours but they beat me so bad that for a lot of it i was unconcious. I'm at a stage now where i can talk about it.
It started when i was around 10/11 and got really out of control between age 15 - 17. I was anorexic and also started making myself sick when i was 15. Doc says i might not be able to have kids now which is heartbreaking. I have to be careful and really strict with myself so as not to slip back into it. I'm a healthy weight now, im currently 5ft 7" and around 8 and a half stone, i do miss bein skinny : (
Ive been depressed for as long as i can remember, this was my first diagnosis before bipolar.
Erm wow... dont know where to start... my grandad between the ages of 6-11, also a teacher at school but not sure if that counts?
Erm its either one way or the other - either im stuggling with the sexual abuse and i cant have him touch me... or im hypomanic and completley the other way... no common middle ground
diagnosed first with depression, then cyclothymia and now bipolar disorder this year... maybe next year theyll change their minds again lol
I havent got schizophrenia but suffer severe psychosis and paranoia, doc reckons shizo-afefctive bipolar is a possibility?
My Grandad (who raised me basically as a daughter - which is why i put loss of a parent because in my eyes he was) died last christmas day and am still struggling to come to terms with it.
Well done this for a number of years off and on, kicked it about 18 months ago but relapsed a few times since then.