I am writing this for me and i will post some of it as a discussion.. it seems i get more help from u all when i post a discussion. It is Tuesaday evening, I should be getting off work in about an hour. I have had a really rough day!! Think I need some Midol..
What I really want to do is go home, sit on the patio and throw back a few beers, to relax.. Yeah right!! more like so i can stumble around have a crappy nite of sleep, feel much worse tomorrow... ain't it crazy to want something so bad that u hate so bad.. I will survuvue this!! i will not be controlled by booze!! this urge will pass, with prayers, friends, and determination!!