TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY. I SLEPT WELL LAST NIGHT I TOSSED AND TURNED BUT HAD A GOOD NIGHT SLEEP. I TOOK A COUPLE OF TYLENOL PM I DON'T KNOW IF THATS A GOOD IDEA BUT IT WORKED AND IT IS GOOD TO SLEEP. TONIGHT WE'LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS ITS 10PM NOW AND I'M NOT TIRED AT ALL. I FEEL VERY CALM SINCE GETTING OFF THE MEDS I DIDN'T FEEL AS RACEY TODAY. I LOOKED AT A CAR KAY IS GOING TO LOOK AT IT MONDAY I THINK ITS A GOOD DEAL BUT I'M GOING TO TRUST KAY'S JUDGEMENT IF ITS MEANT TO BE IT WILL HAPPEN. I KNOW THOUGH THAT I HAVE TO FIND SOMETHING THE GAS IS KILLING ME IT COST A FORTUNE. I THINK I SPELLED THAT WRONG. I HAVE BEEN USING THE RELAXATION CD AND IT WORKS PRETTY WELL. TOMMORROW I HOPE TO FINISH OFF THE BARN OR AT LEAST PUT A REAL GOOD DENT IN IT. I'M PLEASED THAT I HAVE AS MUCH DONE AS I DO I REALLY AM A HEAD OF SCHEDULE. I'M GOING TO HAVE TO FIQURE OUT A DATE TO PICK UP MY CAMPER AND DRIVE IT UP NORTH. THAT MAKES ME A LITTLE NERVOUS DRIVING IT BUT I CAN DO IT I JUST WISH I COULD FIND SOMEONE TO DRIVE WITH ME I HATE TO DO IT ALONE AND KAY IS REALLY BUSY WITH THE KITCHEN. I REALLY DO FEEL GOOD I HOPE IT STAYS THAT WAY. IT WOULD BE NICE. THE REALITY IS THAT I KNOW IT WON'T BUT IT NEVER IS AS BAD AS IT WAS. GOOD TO SEE COLOR AGAIN. WELL I GUESS I'LL WATCH SOME TV. I HOPE I GET THAT CAR BUT IF I DON'T I WILL ACCEPT THAT AND NOT FEEL BAD. I REALLY AM IN THE MOOD TO SPEND MONEY I HOPE THATS NOT A BAD SIGN AND NOT A MANIC THING. OH WELL I'LL HAVE TO BE CAREFUL AND WATCH MYSELF.