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Tuesday, May 13, 2008 | A Sad story

Hi, you guys sorry I have not been on in so long just kinda been trying to not worry about everything . But the truth is it always finds u this month is my babies due date on the 24th he would have been here but instead he left me 12/7/07 due to placenta abrubtion at 4mths as all of u know he was my third loss seems like I cannot find an end to this and get a heathy baby and people r so mean !!! They say oh u do not need to try again but I'll tell u I do not feel like I will ever make it since I have lost so many but I m just praying to God for a miricle !!! And I would go through it all again to get my baby even though I do not wanna loose any more but my desire is stronger than I can control if I could just find some answers to waht is wrong and mabey fix it so I can be ok but I have gotten no where they cannot find anything in my blood or anything !!! It is driving me crazy I think something sends me into labor way to early I just cannot figure it out ??? If anyone knows where I can look for answers please feel free to tell me I also have yahoo & myspace if anyone would like to chat it never goes away all we have r each other well some of us that is all we have I guess some family is supportive but for mine it is just kinda like whatever !!! Which just makes me so mad I am still so recentful and mad I cannot even stand myself and the situation I am in even makes it worse to just get a kid rubbed in your face that someone else shares with your man and u cannot have that !!!!

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Oh sweetie, I am so sorry for your losses. I can not stand someone who says that they know what you are going through when they have no idea. But coming from me, sincerely I understand the pain you are feeling. My husband and I lost our angel 1/20/06 and I still feel the pain 18 months later, and have been unsuccessful getting pregnant since. It hurts so bad. Although I already have 2 beautiful living children, this would've been my husband's first child. This site has helped me in so many ways, and I am so grateful for that. You and your family are in my prayers, and if you ever need anyone to talk to I am here for you! Take care and here is a (((BIG HUG))) for you!

Aimee

novasmommy
I too am so sorry for what you have been through. I have one friend who lost three babies, but then went on to have three healthy children after that...the doctors couldn't ever find anything wrong. I had another friend who had a few losses but then her doctor put her on baby aspirin & she never miscarried again & has three kids now. Hang in there, there is hope! Best wishes always.

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