Journal Entry for October 2, 2007
My minds been in a never ending race all my life. I keep telling it to keep going & that it cant stop yet. But now, its telling me it cant go on …
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My names Jenn. Im 27. I have something unkown like Cerebral Palsy. I was diognosed with hypothyroidism when I was a year old. I also have sleep apnea, wich will soon be gone hopefully. Because I had the gastric bypass June 26th 2007. I also have psorasis, several vision problems, severe major depression, obsessive compulsive disorder, post tramatic stress disorder & attion defiacit disorder.
Arts n' crafts, Sims 2, babysitting, neopets, myspace, anything to do with the paranormal, Wicca, my new kitty (Lillianah), excerising & last but not least getting out to try to meet new friends...
My minds been in a never ending race all my life. I keep telling it to keep going & that it cant stop yet. But now, its telling me it cant go on …
I need to vent, but cant right now...
Give ButterfluyFaerie814 a hug
whats good jen... long time no talk well as you know bryennow lives with me and it is going pretty good so far ...... cant wait to move were movin to 26th st .... tell shay i said wink wink ...lol
just thought that you might need a hug! you like neopets too?!?! amazing! love that game. Also see that you're wiccan.. looks like we have some htings in common. yay! pretty kitty cat! ♥
hugs
hugs i going to miss u
hugs... please talk to me
I just recently had my gastric bypass on June 26th. My starting weight is 335. My goal weight is 100 lbs, Im only 5 ft.
I have something unknown like athlatoid cerebral palsy.
I have several visual problems...
I was diognosed with hypothyroidism when I was 1.
Ive tried everything...
Ive had trouble with incontance since I was little...
I have a really tough hard time focusing on anything Im not extremly interested in.
My familys extremly judgemental. Its a "disrace", or disgusting to them if anyones a "queer" or what ever... Theyd FLIP if they ever found out I am "one of them"... Ya, I know, Im trapped... I wanna come out so bad, but I cant.
I was just recently diognosed with borderline personality disorder. I also have obsessive compulsive disorder. OCD runs in my family. I am the only one that has the actual diognoses though.
I use to have a nightguard yrs ago. I just recently went to a new dentist who said I need to start using it again. So they took the mold & now Im just waiting to hear back from them so I can get it...
I have only had 2 seizures all my life (knock on wood). They were about 5 years apart. The doctors dont know what caused them though...
I had carpal tunnel in both wrists...
My weights been a constant never ending battle ALL my life... Im pretty much at the point were I give up!