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I will not let ME down- I WILL BRING KERRBEAR BACK!!
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I'm 33, divorced w/2 kids and live w/my mom and stepdad.I work as an office assistant for a very busy orthodontist office. I do the sterilizing, switching chairs over and filing and pretty much everything else but working with patients.
Partying, sleeping, ATV'ing, skydiving.........pretty much anything that keeps me active, with the exception of sleeping.
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I will not let ME down- I WILL BRING KERRBEAR BACK!!…
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Thank you for being my friend. It's nice having you as my cheerleader.…
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MEKERRBEAR replied to GothicWenchGirl’s discussion post *TRIGGERING* Suicide in the Depression support group 10:17pm
Ok......this is gonna sound really bad, but as sad as your poem is, it's very beautifully written. Make…
May 21, 2008 12:51am
It's been awhile since I last wrote, but let me summarize it as a roller coaster ride. I've had my good days and I've had my bad …
July 24, 2007 10:26pm
I'm actually feeling much better now. Since having the breakdown in front of my mother and our talk, I am feeling much better. My …
July 23, 2007 8:13pm
Hi everybody. I started taking my meds again. Actually I was forced to start again. I finally broke down in front of my …
July 22, 2007 1:00pm
These last few days have been a blur. I've been on a drinking binge and actively seeking out some drugs. I am about to get in trouble …
July 20, 2007 7:53pm
My day started off really bad. I was an empty shell. I was just going through the motions of the day. I thought I would probably …
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well that means that you are on the right track. it sucks and its hard but i have a strong belief that you will prevail. stay on your path, you are doing great.
thankyou, and good luck in your battle too. we can do it xxxx
im not so bad, stopping weekday drinkies from tomorrow so prob be a grump for a bit !! i dont drink a lot but its got into a habit i want to break xxxx
hows it going hunnie ? been thinking about you xx
My mom used to tell me when I was a kid that she swore I was bipolar and adhd. Several years later, she turned out to be right. I would say my depression truly came out during my separation, then all hell broke loose.
My mother used to tell me as a child that I was bi-polar, but wasn't until several years later that I was diagnosed. Nobody else in my family has it except for a long deceased great-aunt of mine, but hers was undiagnosed because it wasn't well known during her lifetime.
My mother told me as a kid that she swore I had ADHD but wasn't diagnosed until many years later. I struggled throughout school due to not be diagnosed and even continue to struggle some today.
I started off as a kid, seldomly doing acts such as making smileys w/my lighter and then stopped for many years but then started cutting w/razor blades when my marriage was falling apart.
I started drinking at the age of 14 years, taking it to school and getting drunk and high during school hours. I guess I am pretty much and alcoholic and drug addict. I have no willpower and will do anything I have a chance to get.
