Journal Entry for June 10, 2008
June 10, 2008 7:07pm
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nadiasmom
is feeling Good
feeling better! going for that job today. hope i get it! have a good one friends!
About Me
i am 33 years old &experienced the beginning of losing my precious nadia on mother's day of this year. i am coping o.k. i have two beautiful sons to hold and comfort me. my children have been the best medicine for my loss. mother's day will never be the same again. i am a mother of two little boys and a little girl in heaven. i saw her in a dream shortly after i lost her and she is doing fine. she wants me to do fine. someday i will join her but as for now i have two little men to raise here.
Interests
my family and writing. i love my family and i love to write about my family. i like to spend time with friends when i can and talk to them on the phone when i can. wow, i sound boring. really, i am always on the move. literally, i am on the move all the time. i am never just sitting still. i exercise daily and focus alot on nutrition for my body and soul.
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Journal Entry for December 17, 2007
December 17, 2007 7:45pm
as i do not support planned parenthood and would NEVER condone anything they do, i want all who do to know that they can seperate what happened to me …
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Hugbook
Hug
damn, and I thought I liked ice cream! LOL I am sitting home watching COPS by myself. Sick still..kids are out, wifes at work....so nope, no plans! LOL
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hello there. Hope your 4th was ok. Sorry youre pmsing....guess you didnt make any indoor fireworks either then huh? LOL
Prayer
You a good woman, have a nice holiday, ok!
Good Luck
Thanks... just wanted to wish us both good luck with our switches!! I will keep you posted!
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Hug
Just wanted to send a hug. Hope you have a great day!
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Support Groups
Close Miscarriage
i am a 33 year old woman with a wonderful husband and two beautiful baby boys. well, actually they are 5 and 3. i had found out i was pregnant in march of this year. on mother's day, my 10 week mark, i started to bleed. the doctor's office couldn't see me until the next afternoon. they told me everything would be o.k. even though they couldn't find a heartbeat. two days later i lost my precious nadia. we really tried for baby #3 and were devastated when we lost her.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Not Working
- so far it is working to get me through the bad days. it has a painkiller in it so it helps the terrible headaches i was suffering due to stress. DON'T USE! IT'S TERRIBLE TO GET OFF OF. BAD WITHDRAWALS!
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- i was just in therapy but it seemed this grief was too much for my mind to wrap around so yes, i am on medicine for the time being. just to help me through.
Close Vegetarians & Vegans
Type: Vegetariani became a full vegetarian a couple of years ago and haven't regretted one moment of it. i love and respect animals and it's my personal boycott on the cruelty of the meat "industry". my family still eats meat although i don't keep it stocked in my house. i'm slowly getting all the meat out of my life. i cry at the cruelty shown toward animals and the way humans think we are superior in some way so we must hurt them to "survive".. give me a break.
Open Pre-menstrual Syndrome (PMS)
it is BAD and it sucks. two weeks of my month is crappy and the other two are just as normal as could be. that's about it. nothing has helped. i don't think anything except menopause someday will help. my mother and sister suffer also.
Open Family Issues
i have been the target of abuse in my family for 33 years. just the other weekend i decided enough is enough. the abuse has gone over to my children. i can't have that. i have been sexually, mentally, and physically abused because i believe i was never wanted in the first place. they were teens and got married young. i was the last thing they wanted.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- yep, gave into the ol therapy route. i wish i could put an 8x10 pic of my mother on the therapists head and yell! that would help but i can't so i just talk and talk.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Asthma
Type: Adult Asthmai have asthma now at 33. i think i have always had a very mild form but after 12 years of smoking, here i sit with my inhaler.
Treatments
- Albuterol Working / Worked
- it works for rescuing me from passing out:)
- Breathing Exercises Working / Worked
- this works more than anything.
Open Fitness Goals
nadiasmom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Healthy Sex
nadiasmom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Breastfeeding
nadiasmom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Sexual Abuse
when i was 12 the "cycle" of family abuse was brought to me. it happened and to this day i hate my family for allowing it to.
Open Parenting Big Kids (5-8)
nadiasmom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Parenting Preschoolers (3-5)
nadiasmom hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Hypoglycemia (low blood sugar)
diagnosed three years ago. i have to try to control it everyday! glad to come here and get advice:)
