first journal entry since 1-9-08
June 12, 2008 5:50pm
I dont know how long this will be.........Im really sick...........My pancrease is in bad shape!
I had a cat scan and its cristalized more than …
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cathyoo
is feeling Horrible
I dont feel good at all..I cant wait to feel better !
About Me
Im a good , faithful person who loves so many peeps !! I have been giving the best thing in the world ! You peeps ! I Love You All So Much !!!! I always made fun of people getting close over the interent...I was wrong ! I care so much for you all it hurts sometimes ! LOVE YOU ALL !!!!!!
Interests
I love doing crafts, hiking, shopping(LOL) Anything my family wants to do.. I really love to garden, I love flowers or any plant, trees, poison ivy and not to mention Poison Oak, my favorite, lol..I tend to find humor in everything even ifs its not funny at all!Well most of the time, I mean the stupid things I do I guess to make it seem not so serious..Im a happilly married woman who will be celebrating our 25th anniversary on April 6th 2008 !
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Damm cigarettes !!!!!!!!!
March 5, 2008 7:49pm
Still smoke ! No change ........................................................
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CATH !!! I'm SOOOO sorry that I couldn't get on here to help you feel better !! Internet over here is off and on due to construction on my street so PLX accept my apology - you KNOW I'm here for you whenever you need to talk so talk to me !! I KNOW I can make you smile or even...(god forbid) LAUGH !! I LOVE you so much and want the top shelf best for your life ;~) Lots of LOVE and HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS -Pete XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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hugs. its ok i understnad why you havent been around much. im sorry that your sick. thanks for reading journals. can we talk? Luv Kristin
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Close Anxiety
I have severe anxiety, also panic attacts!! Driving can be terrifing!!!Every once In awhile I seem to be able to drive. But I never make promises. I've missed therpy several times..So I owe much more than my co-pay!!But each day I try to drive.If I can walk out my house!1
Treatments
- Breathing Exercises Not Working
- I have asthma so it was uncomtorful.
- BuSpar Not Working
- Allergic
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- Helped alot. Dont take any more.
Close Pancreatitis
I got pancreatis when I was 21..I had only been drinking sience I was 19.... The first time the doctors said I had ulcers, and to stick to a blan diet and I could go back to drinking..I got it 2 more times and the doctor told me the same as before..I could drink after 6 weeks,,Well finally told me what I had..I'm like whats that? Any way I've been in the hospital a lot in the last 25 yrs.. I don't drink any more and now I have chronic pancreatitis..and diabetes
Treatments
- Demerol Working / Worked
- I got the meds in the hospital and yes it does help for about 2 hrs. But its to soon to get more so I suffer till the time comes for more
- Pancrelipase Somewhat Helpful
- My doctor says I should take 1 with food.4 times a day.I was not taking it to seriously,now I'm takeing it as prescribed..ITS HELPING!
Open Shingles
Last Sept. I went to my Drs. because I thought I had kidney problems..My left side hurt extremely bad!!! He took one look and said " you have shingles". Of course I was glad it was"ent my kidneys,but the pain awful.I had severe pain for 9 months..I still to this day get pain.Alot better though....
Treatments
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- Im not on pain meds anymore. Advil usually helps.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
All my life Ive been abused.First my momma,then boyfriend who loved giving me black eyes..My hubby doesent hit me but he gets mad often...Hes called me a piece of shit!!!I hate that more than anything!!!Or Go fuck yourself..But I know he loves me..........
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- I cant stay mad or hold a grudge for very long..
- Music Working / Worked
- I love to go out in my car and listen to rock music...Thats if I can get in my car and drive it,,I have anxiety/panic I wont drive...
- Talking Working / Worked
- Usually works alot...
Open Diabetes Type 2
I got Gestional diabetes with my second child...I didnt gain that much,my son was 6lbs. whitch is good ,babies are usually huge with ges.diabetes. Then I got it back with my 3rd and last child...It went away and the drs. said when im in my 40ies Ill probly get it back....Well Im 47 and I got it back when I was 32....
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- helps alot
- Insulin (Regular and NPH) Working / Worked
- works
- Lantus Working / Worked
- Thats what I take now..
- Metformin Working / Worked
- Dint like i felt wierd...I dont know why
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Helps alot
Open Family Issues
I love my family so much it hurts..We all have issues..I hope I can figure out how to make things better..
Treatments
- Family Therapy Not Working
- I didnt get along well with the lady...My hubs even said she was blamming me for all our problems.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I have a great therapist..she listens to me and I can talk easily with her..Thats unusual for me..
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- can help also can cause more frustration
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- When I do write in my journal and then read it and It
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I need to quit !!!
Treatments
- Nicotine Gum Not Working
- Nausea
- Nicotine Patch Considering
- Hiper
Open Healthy Relationships
Ive beem married 24 yrs. We are basicially very happy..Of couse married people argue..He does not hit me. But he takes the little things and holds a grudges for 2 days or so..etc.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Working / Worked
- it helped in my favor..The counsolar said I would never change.Told him he should leave.He was pissed and we never saw her again...
- Patience Somewhat Helpful
- AHH, I try!
- Talking Working / Worked
- It helps sometimes.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Helps me to remember that the little things matter most.A Hug is always a good thing..
Open Self-Injury
I havent for about 7 months now. Ive cut myself,hit myself,the worst hitting my head against the walls real hard....Scarey stuff!!
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Just talking with therapist.
- S.A.F.E. (Self-Abuse Finally Ends) Working / Worked
- I havent cut myself or hit myself for about 7 months
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- My husband and I talk about this. But it seems to make him angry ! Wiyh feason !
Open Seasonal Affective Disorder
I seem to feel lonely when it starts to get dark @5pm..And when it snows I feel trapped.
Open Alcoholism
Im a alocholic who gets sick from pancreatis. I didnt drink for almost 5 yrs ,but reciently stsryed again when went on cruise....IT WAS A BIG PARTY SHIP!!!!
Open Menopause
Im 47 now n having longer periods n spotting ! I hate it !
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