Update
September 25, 2008 6:36pm
Thank those of you whom continue to take an active interest in me & my life:) I appreciate you from the bottom of my heart, truly. As …
Lacks’s Profile
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About Me
I recently tried to change my sign-on / screen name, if you will. (Found out it's a big production) The reason I wanted to change it is b/c I no longer look @ things from the standpoint I did when I gave myself the name "Lacks". At that time, that name accurately described every area of my life, and the glass wasn't only 1/2 empty, it was bone-dry. I have survived over a year of major depression, anxiety, excruciating (not only for me) mood swings to FINALLY feel like I can and am REgaining some control over my own peace of mind & joy. Whew!! I can't even tell you what a relief that is! I graduated in May of 2008 with my BSN (Bachelor's of Science in Nursing). If you can imagine being in nursing school along w/the above signs / symptoms (anxiety, depression, mood swings, etc)..it was anything but a picnic!! I am preparing to take my NCLEX (state licensure exam) in July. This is the test of all tests, that will decide my future.
Interests
Racing (Let's Go Carl!), Victory Junction Gang Camp, Reading, THE BEACH, Tv (Army Wives, Gilmore Girls, 7th Heaven, most reality shows thanks to my honey, lol), Movies, Swimming, Having a friend that can reciprocate my efforts/sentiments so it's not one-sided, Oncology nursing (pediatric/adult), 2 of my sisters (I have 5 siblings, 2 of whom have disowned me) are my best friends, 2 of my nephews (great teens whom I love so much I could burst!), Float trips down the river where I grew up,
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Recent Activity
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Lacks wrote a journal entry: Update 6:36pm
Thank those of you whom continue to take an active interest in me & my life:) I appreciate you from…
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Lacks gave Zigzag a Hug 6:15am
NONE HERE EITHER! UGH!! WHAT are you doing about it?!?!?! Janie is panicking & I'm just starting 2 b…
September 23
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1st day
September 8, 2008 6:47pm
Those of you whom asked -- thanks for remembering today was the big day....not really....it was just a day...but, it was a big deal, lol....Day #1 as …
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1st day
September 8, 2008 6:46pm
Those of you whom asked -- thanks for remembering today was the big day....not really....it was just a day...but, it was a big deal, lol....Day #1 as …
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OFFICIALLY!!
September 2, 2008 12:48pm
FINALLY!!!!!!!!!! For crying out loud!!
Officially employed as an RN, BSN!! WoohoooooooooHOOOOO!!! What a painful process it has been -- …
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Q?
August 21, 2008 12:02pm
When you 1st log-on to DS....w/the new format 'n all..lol.....
To the right is your list of friends...is there a rhyme or reason to their …
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Hugbook
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Hey, gal - About 75% of the stations around here now have gas. How about in your neck of the woods? Hope it's better there, too. xoxo
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Hope you had a great week, hope you'll update soon!
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Just sending you a hug...dang, I've got so many friends here, it could be a full time job just keeping up with e'one! Now I'm gonna' see when you're last je was so I can hear what's going on in your life...hugs and love
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Flower
I'm so glad you are enjoying your job! Please keep us posted this week!
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my dad's b-day today. i was the chosen one to make him a vegan carrot cake. lol. hope it tastes good. i put bunch of walnuts in it, and put a vegan frosting on top. i know,...sounds grose, but actually the only difference is that it does not have eggs but rather egg replacer. anyways.. i'll have to make you one sometime =] so how have you been?? probably busy (?). hope you have a great weekend. i'll be gone tomorrow all day to Long Island; and I"m hearing it's like 4 hours one way. oh gosh..not looking forward to the drive. plus we're going with a crazy lady. well, she is our neighbor, and she is not really crazy, but she is just kind of too much in your face type of person. ok, i should get going and finish off some stuff. take care hugs
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Support Groups
Close Diets & Weight Maintenance
I swear I can't remember ever being thin! But, my g/f tells me different! I guess when I was in h.s. But, that was SOOOOOO long ago! And, does that really count!?!??! When I was in the military (1990-94) I was at least 40 lbs lighter than I am right now. A couple of years ago I lost 30 lbs in 6-7 mo. I turned around and gained it right back -- GRRR!!! I would like to lose 50 lbs. This is realistic for me.
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- Not eating between meals or after 6 p.m. Drinking a lot of water.
- Hoodia Working / Worked
- I LITERALLY used to be hungry ALL OF THE TIME! Made me so ANGRY & DISGUSTED with myself. Hoodia does give you a full feeling.
Close Depression
Finally swallowed my pride last October & admitted I must suffer from depression. Anxiety has spawned from it. EXtremely UNfortunate is the fact that I do not have insurance and remain untreated. I know I need counselling and potential pharmacological assistance. I had wanted to have this "managed" by the time I started back to school this semester, but I am now giving up on seeking tx for now. (Have had ridiculously disheartening experiences in trying to seek assistance)
Open Healthy Relationships
Lacks hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
Put off joining this community for a while...knowing not many would understand my approach...But, I have witnessed extreme compassion and acceptance more often than notj -- so -- here I am.
Open College Stress
Senior year of Nursing School. Will graduate w/ BSN May 08 -- FINALLY! Been at it a while!!
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