Journal Entry for August 9, 2008
no matter how much make up u hide behind, the scars still show through...
i love playing sports [[mainly lacrosse & soccer]] and running. im into poetry and photography. im all about hanging out with friends and just chilling. love playing the guitar and i lovee snowboarding.
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no matter how much make up u hide behind, the scars still show through...…
no matter how much make up u hide behind, the scars still show through...
iin a few days itll be exactly 2 years kelly died on the 12.its hard.
these scars are all so ugly...but i cant stop. i dont want to be so ugly to look at. i dont want to be so lonely anymore. i want a family and the …
dangitt started cutting again.i was good for about a 1/2 monthish or so n now thats gone. im trying to save up to move out.im donee here.where should …
yayuhhhh i go tmy licensee haha =P
hope your well love
Great Job!
idk lol they just tell me if it's good enough or not lol.
=) i luv paramore lol
ya we have a program called race america. that's kind of like the start of the season but it just really starts on monday. but race america is a running group and we train for a while and then we go some where far away and run back. we run 24-7, there's away's a group of about 7 or so running at all time. but you only run a half mile and it has to be done in 7 minutes or shorter so it's not to bad.
i lost my little sister to a disease.ive cut since 7th grade. ive been screwed up for a few years now and have attemteped suicide before. now im just numb and dont kno wat to do. i just feel alone.i got arrested recently and im tired of always dissappointing my parents and i dont wanna screw up anymore.
my little sister was diagnosed with cf when she was 3 she lived to be 11 years old.
i cut theres not much more to say
im a shy person. im afraid of being judged and ppl not likeing me. im kinda insecure too.
my little sister died a year ago exactly from today july 12,07 of cf
ive had it for over a few years now between anerexia and belimia.wen i tried to start eating again i just couldnt handle the food being in my stomach or gaining weight so i had to get rid of it.ive struggled with weight since 5th grade but i took action about it toward the end of 6th
ive done diets since i waas in 5th grade & i constantly worry about my weight
i cant stop. it lets me get away & be happier.