Journal Entry for June 10, 2008
my goodbye to you.
i seen the purity in ur eyes that i wish i could of had.
my heart aches for u everyday.
your voice echos in my head.
i wish i was …
is feeling Horrible
im an very out going person.. i never just sit. im always doin something.. i enjoy life.. most of the time.. but lately its been so difficult..
painting. drawing. i love art so much.. but i havent felt like doin anything i love lately.. it makes me stop thinking..
my goodbye to you.
i seen the purity in ur eyes that i wish i could of had.
my heart aches for u everyday.
your voice echos in my head.
i wish i was …
dont you think i deserve to have everything i want? dont you think i deserve the chance to have everything you couldnt? aren't i worthy enough to …
INSTEAD OF JUST LETTING GO OF YOU .
I HOLD U CLOSER TO MY HEART.
INSTEAD OF PUSHING YOU AWAY.
I PUT YOU BEFORE ANYONE ELSE.
INSTEAD OF LOOKING DOWN ON …
i dont want to satisfy for less. i dont want a part of my heart to be missing forever. i dont want to doubt myself for one minute. i dont want to …
as i lay there with tears running down my eyes, you lie beside me with unbareable silence. as the days go onto weeks, that go onto months, then onto …
i thought i was winning. i thought i could stop.. but im right back where i was.. i just did the biggest circle.. i cut becuz it makes me FREE..