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    About Me

    I am a happily married 41 yr old with 3 daughters (2 grown) and 2 grand daughters. We live in a very beautiful state that i dont get out to enjoy because of physical restrictions. I have learned how to deal with my mental illnessess over the years but now the physical stuff i have been hit with seems like it is destroying me. I do my best to get thru everyday, with prayer and the love and help of my husband. Without those i couldnt survive. I am doing my best to make new friends, mostly on here though so i dont feel so alone in all this. With GOD all things are possible....

    Interests

    Reading, mostly james patterson type books. Prayer. research. I love to be in the outdoors, go for drives, walks etc, but i am not able to right now. Hopefully in the future.

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      Mood October 13, 2008 11:29pm

      I wish i had something different to write than the same ole same ole.  I mean my life is good, other than the constant pain and occasional …

    • good so far

      Mood October 10, 2008 2:57pm

      so far today has been a good day.  Pain wise i woke up in Hell as always.  I wake up , get up, and it seems as soon as my body is upright …

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    • Journal Entry for October 8, 2008

      Mood October 8, 2008 12:57pm

      I was supposed to go to the dr this am.  I was in to much pain to go.  I dont feel good at all.  The stress of our finances is …
    • Journal Entry for October 7, 2008

      Mood October 7, 2008 5:38pm

      Today i spent time on trying to finish the paperwork my attorney sent me for WC court.  Well, i guess thats what it is for.  They want you …

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      I'm sending you a hug and your not alone, you will find alot of friends on this wonderful sight to talk with. Have a nice day today.

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      From gynniemom Today

      Sure sounds like you could use a hug. So sorry you are in so much pain. I feel for you because I am right there with you. I will keep you in my prayers. Deb

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      hope u feel better

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  • Goals

    262 days sober. Last update Oct 13, 08
  • Support Groups

    • Close Anxiety

      I have suffered from anxiety most of my adult life..I also have bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder and ptsd. i take medication for my anxiety and use what coping skills i have used to try and keep it under control

    • Close Depression
      Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

      my depression goes along with my bipolar disorder. Sometimes it is not bad , sometimes i can't seem to get out of that black tunnel

    • Open Personality Disorders
      Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

      I suffer from borderline personality disorder as well as bipolar disorder, i am in therapy now,(again) to try to help myself learn how to deal effectivly with it

    • Open Eating Disorders

      I am a emotional eater.. for as long as i could remember i was overweight. almost 5 yrs ago i had weight loss surgery. It helped me a great deal. I still battle the emotional eating sometimes. I will always see myself fat.

      Treatments

      Gastric Bypass Surgery Working / Worked
      i went from 302 to 107 became anorexic, now i am up to 150. size 6
    • Open Family Issues

      i think dysfunctional was invented by my family. from as far back as my grandparents to the now of my marriage dysfunction is it

      Treatments

      Music Working / Worked
      music always give me peach
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      works well for me, just wish others in my family would get it
      Talking Not Working
      no matter how hard i try this doesnt work with my spouse. it does help with the kids and me though
      Writing Working / Worked
      i journal almost everyday. on here or in the computer or sometimes in just writing on paper.
    • Open Healthy Relationships

      i am trying to learn ways to have a healthy relationship with my husband . we dont have a healthy one at all

      Treatments

      Patience Working / Worked
      i do my best...sometimes it works
      Writing Working / Worked
      works for me
    • Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

      IN short, i deal with emotinal abuse, verbal abuse from my spouse. he is the love of my life, but i cant for the life of me understand why he treats me the way he does.

      Treatments

      Talking Not Working
      tried communicating with him, doesnt work. I do journal to vent and taht does help me some to get rid of the pain
    • Open Gastric Bypass Surgery

      I wll be 6 yrs post op in may 2008.

    • Open COPD & Emphysema

      My loving husband at the age of 31ys old was diagnosed with emphysema yesterday.

    • Open Degenerative Disc Disease

      After a at work injury i was dx'd with DDD a few months ago. I also have osteoarthritis i am told. So many physical things going on right now and fighting the wc system to get the care i need. The pain is a 24/7 thing for me. It seems that heat is the only thing that helps relieve it some. Hopefully we can get me all figured out. All i know is that life is extremely hard right now. I am so limited on what i am able to do. My husband carries the load of most of the stuf i used to do,

    • Open Arthritis

      I am 41 and have been recently dx'd with DDD and cervical arthritis, i also evidentally have osteo arthritis in my hips, i am sure i do in my hands and knees too. I am still in the beginning of the treatment faze of it all, It all came crashing in after i got hurt at work. The pain keeps me from doing so much. Even the simplist tasks. Boy the things we take for granted on being able to do :(

      Treatments

      Ibuprofen Not Working
      Pain Management Clinic Considering
      Relafen Somewhat Helpful
      Tylenol Not Working
    • Open Bipolar Disorder

      I am 41 and have been dx'd bipolar for many years now. 20 yrs pretty much is what i can remember. I take my meds faithfully. After years of therapy , med therapy i pretty much know how to handle the changes.

      Treatments

      Depakote Not Working
      my hair fell out from it so they took me off it
      Group Therapy Working / Worked
      when i was first diagnosed group therapy for my bipolar really helped..It showed me that alot of what i was doing was from the bipolar NOT me.
      Lithium Not Working
      oh i hated this stuff. I had extreme problems with it. Lethargy, bloody stools (bleeding all the time). etc
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      It works i dont use it all the time but when i am having problems sleeping
      Tegretol Working / Worked
      Been on it for 20 yrs now and it has worked great for me. I have some memory loss but nothing like the other meds. The extended release worked better for me though. because of gastric bypass i cant take that type anymore
      Wellbutrin Not Working
      didnt work
      Paxil Working / Worked
      with the tegretol it works good for me. i still have lows but very very seldom the black tunnel lows unless something in my life is stressing me to the bottom
    • Open Chronic Pain

      after a injury at work at a truck driver i was told by one of my drs i had cervicle degenerative arthritis. It has been a few months since the injury and dx and i am still in extreme pain. Medical care is on hold because of my employer. I am hoping to get into pain managment to get proper treatment soon

      Treatments

      Hydrocodone Somewhat Helpful
      Physical Therapy Not Working
      Relafen Not Working
      i dont know if this helps or not. I have been on it for 4 months now. I am still in extreme pain with alot of physical limitations
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