Today i was thinking and i started …
Today i was thinking and i started to cry.I feel so alone. I know i had a horriable marriage, but i was not alone.Its …
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I am between bad and okay,I guess reality hit me,even so i am not going back.I think its better to be alone alone as in a marriedge alone,its okay i will have better days someday.I just deal with all day by day,i know ther will be good days full of convidence and there will be days where i dont want go get out of bed,i have to be prepared thats all.I have to get out more to met other people and be around adults but its easier said then done,i was just a mom for sonlong i dont know how anymore,many so called friends left with him,i got lots of"ARE YOUR SURE" "YOU SHOULD THINK THAT OVER"or the latest "YOU ARE GOING TO BE ALONE ",i know i am not changing my desicion but its hard to hear,it doesnt sound like support to me.Like i said day by day,lets see what tomorrow brings.
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Sylvia,these people do not walk in your shoes and have no right to judge you. You are doing what your heart and instincts tell you. You will not always be alone
MidnightNH