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margie50
is feeling Bad
About Me
A widow at 50, who would think. Met husband on internet in 97, married in 98. Lots of interests in common. Great musician and keyboard player. Moved to Vegas and he lived his life to the fullest. Heart Attack in January-4 months in hospital, diabetes finally added to illness. I sat with him until he took his last breath. I am lost, angry and feeling like giving up. Need to move back to NJ with family. Friends here but family is more comforting. I'm stuck in Vegas now for at least a few more months. The day Louis left me he took our hopes, dreams and love with him. I will never be the same person again. I don't know if I can go on.....
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Music, cooking, reading. Love the beach and winters.
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Hi Margie. Just dropping off some hugs to let you know that I am thinking about you. Hope you are managing to get through your holiday weekend - holidays are always a challenge now. Love'n'hugs from Canada...
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Great to hear from you. Sorry things are so sucky. I just can't understand life being so cruel to good pepole. I have not been here lately it is hard to try to keep in touch with people you don’t know over grief. But I feel if you hung out in my local bar like you do with yours we would be friends. No self-pretensions just being who you can be.. yourself. Hang in there.. Why ? not sure why, but that’s all we can do. I hope you had a great holiday! Hope to hear from you soon. Your friend Stacey : )
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here is a hug. hope you are feeling ok. are you on the tv with amber? it is on tonight and i am going to watch it. take care .. jan
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Thinking of you hugs. Hope you are having a good week so far. Big hugs on the way...
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have a safe 4th and enjoy the fireworks. Cindy
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseMy husband passed in May 07 after a long struggle to recup from triple bypass surgery. One doctor told me to pull the plug. We never gave up hope. I watched him die slowly over 4 months. 4 days after his 56th birthday, all his organs were failing. I had to make the decision to take him off life support. It was the toughest decision I ever had to make. That was not living. He would not have wanted live that way anymore. I'm trying so hard to go on he would want me to. I miss him terribly.
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Married my soulmate at 41, first marriage for me, second for him. He had a heart attack and never recuperated and came home. I was alone for all those years and now I cannot bear to live another day without him. I try to be strong, but it does not work. I lost my mom, dad and now my husband within the past 3 years. The pain is getting too much for me to bear. I have 2 older brothers who have called once since he passed in May. I have no family support.
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