Journal Entry for May 1, 2008
May 1, 2008 7:23am
Carrot Cake And Wine
I'm looking good got my shoulders backfew more drinks I'm off to danceI get the eye as I lift my glass the first …
Goal Completed on Apr 30, 08
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About Me
Im Marc im 20 and i self harm. I use it as a way of escape and a way to feel better.I feel lonely sometimes. My best friend died of a Heroin overdose 13 months ago. Since he passed and my break up I've had thoughs of killing myself. I play guitar and write music/poetry. My favourite bands are John Frusciante..Red Hot Chili Peppers..Manic Street Preachers..Jeff Buckley..Bob Dylan..Two Gallants..Bright Eyes.. Janis Joplin..Alkaline Trio...Stereophonics..HIM..Finch..Neil Young...Our Lady Peace..Plaine White Tee's..Janes Addiction and all the greats. I'm single. Looking to make new friendfs and chat to other self harmers. Message me if you want as im always here to listen and help as much as i can. WONNA SAY A MSAAIVE HULLO TO MY MATE PEAPOP. SHE'S BEAUTIFUL, MAD AND JUST PLAIN COOL. LOVES YA XXX
Interests
Guitar..Reading..Film..Painting ..Poetry..Wine and Smoking. Making muisc with my band and trying to reach into our souls and turn our pain into words/music...well i do anyway hahaha!
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Journal Entry for April 30, 2008
April 30, 2008 5:53pm
In a relationship. Very happy and much in love. It's great
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Born A Girl
March 26, 2008 9:41pm
Do I look good for you tonightWill you accuse me as I hideBehind these layers of disguiseIn the mirrors of my own happinessI've loved the freedom …
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Rivers Of Avalon
March 11, 2008 9:01pm
Deep inside these sleeping shallowsFar away where no one goes nowTake my place in Gordon Spacer Tv star that no one knows nowDeep deep mystery is …
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Journal Entry for January 3, 2008
January 3, 2008 2:32am
A Firm Kick
A firm kick in the pantsThis last chance to get things rightThis was one time I closed an eyeLooked away from youLook out for yourself …
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Close Depression
Since the age of 12 i have self harmed and have disscovered other ways to hurt and punish myself. I don't eat for days on end and cut to feel better. My girlfriend broke up with me because she didn't understand and couldn't cope with my self harm. I feel lonely. My best friend died of a Heroin overdose 7 months ago. Since he passed and my break up I've had thoughs of killing myself.
Treatments
- Prozac Considering
- Some days it makes me feel ok others i feel like staying in bed and crying.
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- When i pick up my guitar i sometimes feel a little better. Same when i paint. But sometimes it doesn't make a difference.
- Running Working / Worked
- Runing away from demons helps. But you have to return later on though:(
Close Bisexuality
I'm bi-sexual but don't want to tell my family or friends in case they don't like it.
Open Self-Injury
My self harm is getting worse
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
Treatments
- Nicotine Gum Working / Worked
- Load of bollocks. I like to smoke. It clams me down. Like to quit because it's expensive and ''bad for you''.
Open Alcoholism
I like to drink. it makes me feel better
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a FriendLost a friend to drugs. Was my best friend.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- I cry because i miss him. It sometimes works.
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
I like to smoke weed. It calms me down and relaxes me
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